Thursday, July 31, 2014

i feel stress

i wonder why will i feel stress during holiday 
supposedly i should feel carefree and relax for this week 
yet, i regretted for being hopeful for this holiday 
one week really isnt enough 
especially when u will have to plan outing with friends by following to their schedule
i know that it is important to consider the time for both sides
but all my time has been messed up due to this
waiting for their response 
waiting for their free time
and then everything i had planned has ruined
too lack of flexibility though
give and take,
but i feel hesitate to be absent for any of the gatherings
though i have a lot of things i wished to do at home
homework
preparation for exam 
rest to the fullest 
watching favourite shows and so forth of relaxation
yet
had to feel stress on the fully packed schedules 
no wonder that  i will feel sleepy all the while 
haizz
everyone gonna busy with their own cycle
their own work
and thus the relationship will only be known as a relationship of knowing each other
but not a friendship bond that will not eventually lose its energy

holiday.... is going to end soon
hope that i will settle down as soon as possible
i need sufficient of rest and to be stress-free
dont break my pace

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