Nowadays , i kena ppl shoot ...
during the hari sukan , ppl say i run slow bcuz a reason . becuz i no aim =x
i keep telling myself not to aim for girls. ..
as i prefer alone =]
i know ... that sometimes i would think about haaving gf during the schooling life .
and before we face the reality ...
i m a little bit afraid of falling in love ..
Tu Kar Yammie was a person who makes me feel interested ...
but afterwards i realise that i couldn't make it .
then i listed her as my daughter .
i prefer being friend than lover. =]
nowadays ... i have became more like to anyhow think...
wondering what should i do ..
and what should i choose.
gaming or studying ?
loving or alone ?
scouting or studying ?
omg ....
i don't know wat i want ...
bcuz all are important things for me
the only thing i could do is to be good at every subjects ..
right ?
bcuz i donnoe wat to choose.
be good at all ...
so now i aimed for ...
Gaming and studying ..
i have to manage my time well ...
a little for gaming and more for study ..
i think i should be single instead of alone =]
single means i still have the chance to crush or fall in love .
alone = ignore everyone.
scouting ... i will improve all my skills , test ....
everything is part time ..
aiks.... i wished to have a main course
About Me
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Thursday, June 23, 2011
最近好像心痒痒。。乱乱地
脚受伤过后。。就整天呆在家里休息。。
整身都不舒服。。
开学了。。
觉得很舒服。。
因为终于可以见到朋友们。。
但是有时却会突然间Lowbattery
好像突然没电了。。
因为心里好像有些问题=。=
压着压着。。
压抑着自己的情感。。
有一点想要在学生时代有一段感情路。。
却被理智压抑住了。。
想要闹闹脾气。。
也收下了。。
想要去追求自己想要的东西也忘了。。
面对自己喜欢的东西却有为了考试而放下。。
觉得值得吗？？
这个还好。。因为勉强来坚固双方应该可以的。。
但是。。。
情感咧？？
怎么办？
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
S.E.C.@KL GOMBAK 29/5-31/5
Welcome to the S.E.C.
All the boys and girls are ge tready
This is what we are going to do
Climbing up and down to go forward
Crossurvive !
Crossurvive !
Make me Strong!
Make me tough !
Up in the morning to the rising sun
Gotto run all day till the running's done
We will strong !
We will Tough !
We believe
CROSSUVIVE !
this is the running song for S.E.C 2011
hehez. we sang this when we run & soaking in the cold bath .
28/5
Today i woke up in 7.30 in the morning ..
to prepare to go for KL .
i packed my things
and on9 ..
and played maple
then .. after had my breakfast ..
i apart to go to Butterworth's Jetty
met Henyi ( my cousin ) there
we waited for Adrian ( 振答教官 )
we then sit bus with the other 10 penang students .
1045 ~ 15XX ++
whole journey about 5 hours ++
pigu so pain ..
the whole journey i read novel + sleep for a few mins hahas.
d@m hungry ...
then when we reach KL ..
we went to KFC for lunch at 4pm hahas
met a "dua Kang" de ppl ..
he tells a lot of things that r not logic
Henyi str8 beh shiok then perli him
i just listen and smile =]
i anti-KFC dy .. but not tekan diao ..
must eat or else no food >.<
then we sit van to go to hostel ..
we tot so shiok ..
mana tau that's for girl only =.=
boys have to sit van for 1 hour trip to go gombak .
the van ada problem =.=
keep sei fo
hahas..
we reached there about 7pm .. and we live in a house of malay .. that's blank and known as a hostel there.
1 person rm 18 ..
we waited for our luggage & dinner
then 9.30 pm .. we only have our dinner and bag with us .
hahas .. but they tried their best ...
the water there is sososo cold and refreshing ..
then me and henyi lie down and sleep..
but then ...
the 小孩子 make us laugh till ZZ WTH
"lan XXXX 打结"
and a lot ..
but then afterwards we slept ..
i woke up at ard 3-4am the other day
then heard malay "singing"
then everyone scold
and then sleep again ~.~
hahas..
we reached there about 7pm .. and we live in a house of malay .. that's blank and known as a hostel there.
1 person rm 18 ..
we waited for our luggage & dinner
then 9.30 pm .. we only have our dinner and bag with us .
hahas .. but they tried their best ...
the water there is sososo cold and refreshing ..
then me and henyi lie down and sleep..
but then ...
the 小孩子 make us laugh till ZZ WTH
"lan XXXX 打结"
and a lot ..
but then afterwards we slept ..
i woke up at ard 3-4am the other day
then heard malay "singing"
then everyone scold
and then sleep again ~.~
29/5
7am .. henyi and i had a cold water bath ..
that's dam shiok ..
refreshing
the others str8 ask us ..
wont cold ?
hahas..
then had nasi lemak as our breakfast..
then we walked around the house..
around 10 am
we were gathered at our campsite ...
about 11am something ..
everyone from the other states arrived..
all of us total up are about 14x ++
we listened to ah kong ( the main instructor )
he talked about the camp rules & oso the instructors.
he is funny ..
afterwards we are to get into our groups ..
each group has a instructor to assist
Alex
Bonnie
Collin
Danielle
Earl
Fiona
Gaston
Hermine
Igor
Julia
Karl
Lisa
all these names are the name of typhoon.
i m in Gaston
while Henyi's in Fiona..
then i sit with all my members.
our leader = Yong Shen ( a scout from 循人中学)
A.Leader = mun Hooi ( from ipoh perak )
all of us are a bit shy to talk ..
no one willing to give ideas..
but then ....
when i give ideas. .. no 1 want to listen to me ..
at the last blame we no give ideas..
i beh shiok from that time.
the yells : my a.leader want that fast5 de song de lyrics
we all no ideas so all ok ..
but that one couldn't be shout ..
very difficult ..
then leader say nt good
then i ask him to use scout one ..
he chose
G A S T O N
gaston gaston yichiban
so short ?
i ask him to add a sentence or more ..
he say long doesn't mean good .
wtf 2nd time
i more beh shiok dy..
and at the same time ..
we were to draw flag ..
with only marker pen
i kept quiet ..
afterwards we have a game
破冰游戏
that's we say out our name and everyone play 绕口令
the first person have to say out his / her name and the followed one have to say that friend + himself one.
the 3rd means have to say 3 names
the first have to say all
hahas ..
then we cooked our lunch .
our leader is a scout .
he is good in this ..
i go to take all the ingredients
and we are given solid fuel
the branches are so wet..
quite hard..
but we managed to light a fire .
we cooked our lunch ..
i wanted to help ..
but no one give me to help..
then i just kacau aside ..
then i lompat feiji
go to henyi's group to help
Fiona ..
the fire just lighted up but weak..
i go kacau kacau then finally ok dy =]
they r late...
lunch with the rice not well cooked ..
and some vege .. hahas
my group is fine
have cabbage + canned red beans + rice
afterwards we set up our tent
each group has 2 ..
but our site has been used by others to cook their lunch so we set it up aside..
we were to make a table with the branches or material we get in the jungle ..
tat's an easy case if there's enuf materials.
our leader just asked us to seek for branches..
our a.leader cut a tree OMG．．
i str8 suansiao all those who chopped the trees..
dont hurt my loved one pls ~
when i backed to leader there ..
he was ald tie-ing
square lashing ..
everyone knows...
then fine...
i go to Fiona again ~.~
the instructor seeing me
he says i so good -.-
but i helped henyi..
just in about 5 mins we settle a table ~.~
though not nice
but at least helped them.
i would like to do things instead of shaking my legs waiting to eat .
but no one let me to ..
so i lompat feiji lor .
then we climbed the hill..
using rope =] ..
JM ( 1 of my teammate ) asked me to help ..
i waited her and helped her
after then we have our dinner ..
self-cooked oso ..
again i lompat fei kei ..
aiyaya ..
after that is the seminar session
Ah kong teaches in front ..
i enjoyed listening to his story..
i learnt a lot ..
then we have night game
黑暗摸索
not searching for things ..
is really touching / holding the rope tied by them and explore the jungle in the dark
JM asked me to wait her too ..
and i couldn't see who's in frnt of me ..
when we came out frm the dark .. we reached our campsite..
-.- ... quite nice ..
then we sleep ..
i planned to sleep outside and the others followed
zhi kang .. ( ipoh perak ）
oso sleep there ..
JM lied beside him with her sleeping bag..
she complains inside tent is too hot ..
hahas ..
then when the others back ..
we were gathered
then we go to sleep
henyi and i sleep outside..
then ard 2am ..
we kena halau ..
not outside
but inside
into the tent ...
hahas ..
the instructor dam cares about us ..
he dont want us to injured or sick..
i sleep in F group's tent ...
my group's tent not enuf space
as each of them occupy a lot of space ..
30/5
after at F's tent , they have to wake up at ard 4am to security
then i solo the whole tent xD.
but then after awhile ..
the xiao hai zi come back and sleep lols !
then all of them come back ..
hahas all lazy to security
later on ... it's morning 545 ~
everyone is woke up by the siren = =
then all gathered and go to the sungai =]
some donwan to go just tell them that they are sick
then boys have to take off their shirts
everyone soaked in the water ..
omg .. that water is as cold as ice ..
just my toes touched the water ... my body ald shaking le hahas
tat is to train our ketahanan and kecekalan..
we nid to focus .. if we anyhow think then we will be more cold..
tat's real
i like this activity the most ..
soaking inside the cold water..
singing while menggetar .. hahas..
after that we went up..
and we exercise ..
warm up activities + run..
running song sang just the whole journey we go back to our campsite
then we cook our breakfast ..
we have bread with kaya as breakfast .. almost every team oso like this =]
bcuz that's the easiest ..
then , we had station games.
use chopstick pickup de beans ,
both of the people use any parts of body to bring a sponge.
rock paper scissors with newspaper fold for the lost one
memorize the things in a black plastic .
then is for the RACE .
all the groups G-L gathered .
then we race for the longest things ...
the winner can draw the face of the loser .
afterwards we had lunch .
we just have 30mins to cook =.= ..
biscuits finished .
then we get ready to climb the hill..
OMG our shoes all get wet =.=
very shiok larh ..
when we reached the top ,
we had flying fox and oso compass station..
we knew how to use compass and find out the bearing of a place
when we went back it's ad 7pm .
7.45 we have to go for campfire
we dont have time to prepare our dinner oso ..
just anyhow eat ..
then it's the campfire ...
each group performs ..
my group has to perform liang shan bo yu juliet.
hahas
we sang and some dances..
before my group performs , it's the Free dance
it's macarela ...
seldoms ppl dance ..
henyi and i brought all of the pupils to dance ..
even adrian oso donnoe XD
then it's my groups to perform ..
i sang as loud as i could ..
then we went back and see performance ..
so boringgggggggggggg...
the whole free dance oni macarela chicken dance and rojak songs ..
henyi and i wished to have saturday night T.T
but then ..
it ends ..
then we go for security ..
12-2
henyi ald sleep .
i dont have place to sleep T.T
my group still cooking xD . breakfast + supper .
dinner time some of the members didn't eat ..
bcuz they left without telling..
we finished then they back
they started to do their face..
the morning. .
we ate till full full,
after cold water bath. hehez
i love to soak in the cold wter..
this time i not like yeesterday dy ..
i relaxed ...
becuz it's the lsat time dy...
then we exercised ..
we packed our things and then we go for a seminar ..
it's from nan yang siang pao's director ..
he talks about his past ..
everyone sleeping -.-
i was still listening hehez.
then all the group leaders shared ...
we get our phoens and wallets back...
all busy smsing taking hp nums ..
then we have bihun as our dinner .
the jiao guan prepared for us ..
we then take the bus to go to terminal Putra.
all of us take our ways back..
penang = 12 ppls
we all take lrt then take bus back to penang ...
that bus driver damm bad attitudes ..
we bought mc'd to eat along the journey but stopped by him..
the whole journey we only rest for once..
i fall asleep at taiping bcuz there have traffic jams ..
my parents called me for so many times but i didnt pick up.
henyi back at juru there. somewhere ard auto city.
that time , a clhs ex TL want to go toilet ..
then the bus driver str8 drive off .
his friends tell him to stop but he refused.
wtf ?
then we reached jetty he left us far away from jetty and we had to walk =.=
i met my parents ..
then i ate on my car ..
damn miss my mum's cooking..
3days camp ...
i learnt alot of things ...
thanks a kong ..
and all the ppls ..
i learnt tht there's a lot different kind of humans ard the world ..
with each background doesn't same ..
and the attitudes aren't same ..
my groups get the 1st price. ..
omg =.=
group that such sux won ?
mayb ..
my leader is just like one of my scout leader ... lack of leadership..
my a.leader is such degil ...
then in my group has 3 15 yrs old member..
me and 2 other. .
they r such patterns and childish ?
easily get angry ..
7am .. henyi and i had a cold water bath ..
that's dam shiok ..
refreshing
the others str8 ask us ..
wont cold ?
hahas..
then had nasi lemak as our breakfast..
then we walked around the house..
around 10 am
we were gathered at our campsite ...
about 11am something ..
everyone from the other states arrived..
all of us total up are about 14x ++
we listened to ah kong ( the main instructor )
he talked about the camp rules & oso the instructors.
he is funny ..
afterwards we are to get into our groups ..
each group has a instructor to assist
Alex
Bonnie
Collin
Danielle
Earl
Fiona
Gaston
Hermine
Igor
Julia
Karl
Lisa
all these names are the name of typhoon.
i m in Gaston
while Henyi's in Fiona..
then i sit with all my members.
our leader = Yong Shen ( a scout from 循人中学)
A.Leader = mun Hooi ( from ipoh perak )
all of us are a bit shy to talk ..
no one willing to give ideas..
but then ....
when i give ideas. .. no 1 want to listen to me ..
at the last blame we no give ideas..
i beh shiok from that time.
the yells : my a.leader want that fast5 de song de lyrics
we all no ideas so all ok ..
but that one couldn't be shout ..
very difficult ..
then leader say nt good
then i ask him to use scout one ..
he chose
G A S T O N
gaston gaston yichiban
so short ?
i ask him to add a sentence or more ..
he say long doesn't mean good .
wtf 2nd time
i more beh shiok dy..
and at the same time ..
we were to draw flag ..
with only marker pen
i kept quiet ..
afterwards we have a game
破冰游戏
that's we say out our name and everyone play 绕口令
the first person have to say out his / her name and the followed one have to say that friend + himself one.
the 3rd means have to say 3 names
the first have to say all
hahas ..
then we cooked our lunch .
our leader is a scout .
he is good in this ..
i go to take all the ingredients
and we are given solid fuel
the branches are so wet..
quite hard..
but we managed to light a fire .
we cooked our lunch ..
i wanted to help ..
but no one give me to help..
then i just kacau aside ..
then i lompat feiji
go to henyi's group to help
Fiona ..
the fire just lighted up but weak..
i go kacau kacau then finally ok dy =]
they r late...
lunch with the rice not well cooked ..
and some vege .. hahas
my group is fine
have cabbage + canned red beans + rice
afterwards we set up our tent
each group has 2 ..
but our site has been used by others to cook their lunch so we set it up aside..
we were to make a table with the branches or material we get in the jungle ..
tat's an easy case if there's enuf materials.
our leader just asked us to seek for branches..
our a.leader cut a tree OMG．．
i str8 suansiao all those who chopped the trees..
dont hurt my loved one pls ~
when i backed to leader there ..
he was ald tie-ing
square lashing ..
everyone knows...
then fine...
i go to Fiona again ~.~
the instructor seeing me
he says i so good -.-
but i helped henyi..
just in about 5 mins we settle a table ~.~
though not nice
but at least helped them.
i would like to do things instead of shaking my legs waiting to eat .
but no one let me to ..
so i lompat feiji lor .
then we climbed the hill..
using rope =] ..
JM ( 1 of my teammate ) asked me to help ..
i waited her and helped her
after then we have our dinner ..
self-cooked oso ..
again i lompat fei kei ..
aiyaya ..
after that is the seminar session
Ah kong teaches in front ..
i enjoyed listening to his story..
i learnt a lot ..
then we have night game
黑暗摸索
not searching for things ..
is really touching / holding the rope tied by them and explore the jungle in the dark
JM asked me to wait her too ..
and i couldn't see who's in frnt of me ..
when we came out frm the dark .. we reached our campsite..
-.- ... quite nice ..
then we sleep ..
i planned to sleep outside and the others followed
zhi kang .. ( ipoh perak ）
oso sleep there ..
JM lied beside him with her sleeping bag..
she complains inside tent is too hot ..
hahas ..
then when the others back ..
we were gathered
then we go to sleep
henyi and i sleep outside..
then ard 2am ..
we kena halau ..
not outside
but inside
into the tent ...
hahas ..
the instructor dam cares about us ..
he dont want us to injured or sick..
i sleep in F group's tent ...
my group's tent not enuf space
as each of them occupy a lot of space ..
30/5
after at F's tent , they have to wake up at ard 4am to security
then i solo the whole tent xD.
but then after awhile ..
the xiao hai zi come back and sleep lols !
then all of them come back ..
hahas all lazy to security
later on ... it's morning 545 ~
everyone is woke up by the siren = =
then all gathered and go to the sungai =]
some donwan to go just tell them that they are sick
then boys have to take off their shirts
everyone soaked in the water ..
omg .. that water is as cold as ice ..
just my toes touched the water ... my body ald shaking le hahas
tat is to train our ketahanan and kecekalan..
we nid to focus .. if we anyhow think then we will be more cold..
tat's real
i like this activity the most ..
soaking inside the cold water..
singing while menggetar .. hahas..
after that we went up..
and we exercise ..
warm up activities + run..
running song sang just the whole journey we go back to our campsite
then we cook our breakfast ..
we have bread with kaya as breakfast .. almost every team oso like this =]
bcuz that's the easiest ..
then , we had station games.
use chopstick pickup de beans ,
both of the people use any parts of body to bring a sponge.
rock paper scissors with newspaper fold for the lost one
memorize the things in a black plastic .
then is for the RACE .
all the groups G-L gathered .
then we race for the longest things ...
the winner can draw the face of the loser .
afterwards we had lunch .
we just have 30mins to cook =.= ..
biscuits finished .
then we get ready to climb the hill..
OMG our shoes all get wet =.=
very shiok larh ..
when we reached the top ,
we had flying fox and oso compass station..
we knew how to use compass and find out the bearing of a place
when we went back it's ad 7pm .
7.45 we have to go for campfire
we dont have time to prepare our dinner oso ..
just anyhow eat ..
then it's the campfire ...
each group performs ..
my group has to perform liang shan bo yu juliet.
hahas
we sang and some dances..
before my group performs , it's the Free dance
it's macarela ...
seldoms ppl dance ..
henyi and i brought all of the pupils to dance ..
even adrian oso donnoe XD
then it's my groups to perform ..
i sang as loud as i could ..
then we went back and see performance ..
so boringgggggggggggg...
the whole free dance oni macarela chicken dance and rojak songs ..
henyi and i wished to have saturday night T.T
but then ..
it ends ..
then we go for security ..
12-2
henyi ald sleep .
i dont have place to sleep T.T
my group still cooking xD . breakfast + supper .
dinner time some of the members didn't eat ..
bcuz they left without telling..
we finished then they back
they started to do their face..
the morning. .
we ate till full full,
after cold water bath. hehez
i love to soak in the cold wter..
this time i not like yeesterday dy ..
i relaxed ...
becuz it's the lsat time dy...
then we exercised ..
we packed our things and then we go for a seminar ..
it's from nan yang siang pao's director ..
he talks about his past ..
everyone sleeping -.-
i was still listening hehez.
then all the group leaders shared ...
we get our phoens and wallets back...
all busy smsing taking hp nums ..
then we have bihun as our dinner .
the jiao guan prepared for us ..
we then take the bus to go to terminal Putra.
all of us take our ways back..
penang = 12 ppls
we all take lrt then take bus back to penang ...
that bus driver damm bad attitudes ..
we bought mc'd to eat along the journey but stopped by him..
the whole journey we only rest for once..
i fall asleep at taiping bcuz there have traffic jams ..
my parents called me for so many times but i didnt pick up.
henyi back at juru there. somewhere ard auto city.
that time , a clhs ex TL want to go toilet ..
then the bus driver str8 drive off .
his friends tell him to stop but he refused.
wtf ?
then we reached jetty he left us far away from jetty and we had to walk =.=
i met my parents ..
then i ate on my car ..
damn miss my mum's cooking..
3days camp ...
i learnt alot of things ...
thanks a kong ..
and all the ppls ..
i learnt tht there's a lot different kind of humans ard the world ..
with each background doesn't same ..
and the attitudes aren't same ..
my groups get the 1st price. ..
omg =.=
group that such sux won ?
mayb ..
my leader is just like one of my scout leader ... lack of leadership..
my a.leader is such degil ...
then in my group has 3 15 yrs old member..
me and 2 other. .
they r such patterns and childish ?
easily get angry ..
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