糟糕了啦。。。。
我姐一直说我像宅男-。-。。。
因为我喜欢躲在家。。
但只是星期天吧。。
其他天我都在学校。。。
我又不是那种只会看着漫画的宅男。。
我只是有时没事做看看动漫。。。
结果咧被讲成很宅。。
adui ...
sometimes i feel that human feelings are quite funny u know ..
i was just do somethings to fill up my time
but then at last kena say as otako..
as if i go out everyday and then become black black ..
others say me looks lamnua
mum will keep ask me dont go school
haizz...
i will just do wat i wanted to do ..
About Me
Friday, November 18, 2011
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
The days after Pmr
life of a student without books is really a boring life lols.
as a student did not study or reading ... the life is really like wasting time all the while.
everyone relaxed after the govern exam finished..
no one tot that the study life that are going to be faced are more challenging and hard.
everyone just relax and played all the while .
at school , teachers all did not teach..
everyday the F3 students walk around, talk and play..
for me...
just after pmr, we prepared for the softball competition.
that was the first time i had a softball competition..
i dont even know what is the comp and how the comp run..
just try our best ..
can win thats the best...
without an experience..
we all just go to the competition and get bullied.
then after the competiton ...
no more preparation and trainings..
life's but a poor actor acting on the stage without applause.
nothing special happened...
everyone do their own things, play their own things ...
until the last day of F3 ...
it remains the same.
boys >> football basketball ....
girls >> tchit chat , chess , uno
and i was oso busy for the cocuriculum things ...
haiz...
and until the last ... i think that i am not relaxed and released from responsibilities..
i am still remain serious and calm -.-
feeling that i did not enjoyed my life since i could think rationally..
but i have been changing ...
now ... i now how to relax a little bit more than before..
now ... i could play and laugh with all my firends ...
but still....
i love peace and teamwork..
as the gang of our friends ...
if one of them is separated i feel not happy enough.
i want everyone to enjoy being together =]
soon, we finished our F3 life , preparing for F4.
the first week of the holidays ... i spent with my friends busied for co-curiculum thingys -.-..
quite disgusting ...
is it i should squeeze my brain for all those thingys?
shouldn't i left a little bit more time for myself too =]?
hehez...
rest more lah and then be prepared all the time..
challenges appear all the wile at any time any place..
this coming saturday is the marathon of penang bridge.
not sure whether i could perform better than last year or not ...
cuz i have not been training and using my stamina this year...
hope that i could just run happily as i wish and as i could ^^.
rest rest rest....
as a student did not study or reading ... the life is really like wasting time all the while.
everyone relaxed after the govern exam finished..
no one tot that the study life that are going to be faced are more challenging and hard.
everyone just relax and played all the while .
at school , teachers all did not teach..
everyday the F3 students walk around, talk and play..
for me...
just after pmr, we prepared for the softball competition.
that was the first time i had a softball competition..
i dont even know what is the comp and how the comp run..
just try our best ..
can win thats the best...
without an experience..
we all just go to the competition and get bullied.
then after the competiton ...
no more preparation and trainings..
life's but a poor actor acting on the stage without applause.
nothing special happened...
everyone do their own things, play their own things ...
until the last day of F3 ...
it remains the same.
boys >> football basketball ....
girls >> tchit chat , chess , uno
and i was oso busy for the cocuriculum things ...
haiz...
and until the last ... i think that i am not relaxed and released from responsibilities..
i am still remain serious and calm -.-
feeling that i did not enjoyed my life since i could think rationally..
but i have been changing ...
now ... i now how to relax a little bit more than before..
now ... i could play and laugh with all my firends ...
but still....
i love peace and teamwork..
as the gang of our friends ...
if one of them is separated i feel not happy enough.
i want everyone to enjoy being together =]
soon, we finished our F3 life , preparing for F4.
the first week of the holidays ... i spent with my friends busied for co-curiculum thingys -.-..
quite disgusting ...
is it i should squeeze my brain for all those thingys?
shouldn't i left a little bit more time for myself too =]?
hehez...
rest more lah and then be prepared all the time..
challenges appear all the wile at any time any place..
this coming saturday is the marathon of penang bridge.
not sure whether i could perform better than last year or not ...
cuz i have not been training and using my stamina this year...
hope that i could just run happily as i wish and as i could ^^.
rest rest rest....
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Interest
i have been doing many things just based on my interest ..
now i really know how important is interest .
interest wont be interupted by any other issues ..
such as win / lose .. problems faced ...
this is true ..
if u have interest in doing that things and ur heart is there ..
u will surely enjoyed it and do everything with an opened heart.
since last week after pmr ..
my team and i were all busying for trainings ..
for our 1st competition of softball .
all of us are really excited..
until the day of the competition ..
we were all still unprepared .
we dont have enuf time to train ..
just few days.
yet we managed to survive hardly -.-
still acceptable ba.. the result.
we dont have a coach ..
others do.
we had never involved in competition .
that's most ma fan .
lack of experience.
but then ..
the second match ..
we enjoyed ourselves.
didn't bothered about win or lose .
we enjoyed .
at last ..
we lose too..
but then
we shown our spirit ( though some doesn't)
we shown that we have the talent too.
i m not destructed by the lose..
i m even more interested to challenge that .
now i really know how important is interest .
interest wont be interupted by any other issues ..
such as win / lose .. problems faced ...
this is true ..
if u have interest in doing that things and ur heart is there ..
u will surely enjoyed it and do everything with an opened heart.
since last week after pmr ..
my team and i were all busying for trainings ..
for our 1st competition of softball .
all of us are really excited..
until the day of the competition ..
we were all still unprepared .
we dont have enuf time to train ..
just few days.
yet we managed to survive hardly -.-
still acceptable ba.. the result.
we dont have a coach ..
others do.
we had never involved in competition .
that's most ma fan .
lack of experience.
but then ..
the second match ..
we enjoyed ourselves.
didn't bothered about win or lose .
we enjoyed .
at last ..
we lose too..
but then
we shown our spirit ( though some doesn't)
we shown that we have the talent too.
i m not destructed by the lose..
i m even more interested to challenge that .
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
原来我也几STIM一下。。
应该没有人玩game玩到压力吧？==
明明自己一开始玩说是玩爽。。
relax..
结果自己玩到在那里伤脑筋。。
要怎样才能好料。。。
别人noob noob 还不是玩到乱。。
要将好料在做么？
能吃？
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
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Sunday, August 14, 2011
迷惘
人往往会迷失自己。。
忘了做好自己。。
一是因为野心太大
二是因为太过自大
三是因为心里的压力太大
迷失方向
也就是忘记了自己到底是什么样的人。
迷惘
将是一个人的心理和意志力弱。。
要记得。。
不管什么时候。。
都必须做自己。。
我就是我自己。
要自到能够做自己是最幸福的事。。
别再跟别人比较了。
忘了做好自己。。
一是因为野心太大
二是因为太过自大
三是因为心里的压力太大
迷失方向
也就是忘记了自己到底是什么样的人。
迷惘
将是一个人的心理和意志力弱。。
要记得。。
不管什么时候。。
都必须做自己。。
我就是我自己。
要自到能够做自己是最幸福的事。。
别再跟别人比较了。
Alone.
I want a place that have just only myself .
full of peacefulness .. harmony ...
no one is gonna disturb me there .
fresh cool air with beautiful sunshine ..
there it is full of cheerfulness .
there i could do things i like to do ..
listen to my favorite music..
sleep and rest as much as possible .
non-polluted place.
with rivers and waterfalls flows smoothly ..
with cold water .
there i could take a cold water bath that cool my mind down .
living inside a cave with no man ..
just alone ...
my dream place where i could live with the nature .
thats just imagination.
In reality ..
i wish that i have a personal space where i could do everything inside .
with no one know what was i doing .
100% mine .
no one disturbed.
i don't like to be disturbed..
i prefer alone ?
mayb or maybe not .
not really sure ...
both have their benefits..
full of peacefulness .. harmony ...
no one is gonna disturb me there .
fresh cool air with beautiful sunshine ..
there it is full of cheerfulness .
there i could do things i like to do ..
listen to my favorite music..
sleep and rest as much as possible .
non-polluted place.
with rivers and waterfalls flows smoothly ..
with cold water .
there i could take a cold water bath that cool my mind down .
living inside a cave with no man ..
just alone ...
my dream place where i could live with the nature .
thats just imagination.
In reality ..
i wish that i have a personal space where i could do everything inside .
with no one know what was i doing .
100% mine .
no one disturbed.
i don't like to be disturbed..
i prefer alone ?
mayb or maybe not .
not really sure ...
both have their benefits..
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Friend Vs Love
For u ... among friends and lover..
wat would u choose ?
some will sacrifice their friend for their lover .
and this were always shot by others..
some will make their lover disappointed for too cares about the friends ..
everyone are friends nor enemies in the school
At the school , many pairs of couples made here.
and the couples were from friend to lovers.
some even hated each other after broken up.
so , for u , u will choose to be a long-term friend or be a short-term lover ?
bcuz mayb just a little bit of failure , u will lost such a good friend..
mayb it doesn't fail too badly ...
but there was a crack between the friendship.
some says not to be coward to face and challenge love ..
nor no gains without pain ...
all these are actually making themselves to go forward to find someone loved or who loves .
but how about really break up and could not be friends anymore ?
>> no one tot about that .. just wish to enjoy the feel of love ?
and most of them never tot that some would not accept yr love when u want to chase and gain her attention..
>> aiyo ... thats bcuz not skillful enuf .
Wth are those things ?
what to cares about ..?
don't border too much ?
just go ahead ?
LOL.
many factors to think of before making decision .
friend or lover？
wat would u choose ?
some will sacrifice their friend for their lover .
and this were always shot by others..
some will make their lover disappointed for too cares about the friends ..
everyone are friends nor enemies in the school
At the school , many pairs of couples made here.
and the couples were from friend to lovers.
some even hated each other after broken up.
so , for u , u will choose to be a long-term friend or be a short-term lover ?
bcuz mayb just a little bit of failure , u will lost such a good friend..
mayb it doesn't fail too badly ...
but there was a crack between the friendship.
some says not to be coward to face and challenge love ..
nor no gains without pain ...
all these are actually making themselves to go forward to find someone loved or who loves .
but how about really break up and could not be friends anymore ?
>> no one tot about that .. just wish to enjoy the feel of love ?
and most of them never tot that some would not accept yr love when u want to chase and gain her attention..
>> aiyo ... thats bcuz not skillful enuf .
Wth are those things ?
what to cares about ..?
don't border too much ?
just go ahead ?
LOL.
many factors to think of before making decision .
friend or lover？
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
1500m
aiks ....
today , there is a sukan gabungan for 3 chunglings...
i participated in 1500m L2 ....
i just tot not to be the last ...
but i failed to reach that .
my body is really tired ...
bcuz i didn't rest well yet ..
1st round ...
i tot my body is well ...
i speedup...
but .. 3/4 le ...
my stomach not well liao ><
alamak ...
have to slowdown le ..
mana know all ald win me ...
aiya ...
i m the last ....
then i saw 1 ...
kaki go out .. he gave up
i m not well but i continue ...
everyone looking at me ..
asked : why are u so slow today ...
>.< ..
after i finished my 1500m ...
i squat aside and vomit
wtf ...
1st time run like this and till vomit ~.~
after that i really no more energy le ..
aiks .....
exhausted body ..
now i learnt a lesson ...
we should have rest well ....
NRC 2011
Was busying for National Robotic Competition for the past few weeks ...
and now it ends...
this year ...
we rarely have time to go to the lab..
and then .. we met a new teammate after huijing's left.
there is a lot of things to be complained about him ....
sometimes he really drive me mad ...
wtF ....
my old old old old friend ....
has the same mind with me ...
the few days before the NRC ,
i went to my old old old old friend , huiying's house .
there we really tried and made it ..
till "early in the morning"
hahas ...
then the day of comp reaches...
luckily we still can jokes ...
early in the morning we gather at the lab and have last try and pack the sets ..
at the hall .... there was really crowded ...
B30 , was our number.
aiyaaa.....
During the 1 hour 30 mins ( 1st Quarantine )..
we start with joining up the parts of robot ...
then we start to try our program..
it works ..
then we ask the judge about the pingpong case and check for robot size to make sure it's not more than 25cm X 25 cm X 25 cm...
the pingpong case failed ...
alamak...
then we all busy to do the pingpong case ...
keep fall >.<...
2nd time we go let him see .
he say it's ok dy..
then asked ... why was there a spring part ?
we say it's from the lego set ..
he say he will ask and find us..
but then he didnt...
aiya... 1st quarantine ended ..
we were afraid...
the judges shouted the team number of each team who had over the 25x25x25 ..
B30 !
omg ~ leader have to go infront ..
then we were given 3 mins to correct it ..
hy str8 called me infront ..
then we lend the box
it's really not over 25X25X25 what ..
then only he says that the spring cannot be used -.-
walao ???
mana mungkin ....
then we have to changed it ...
first round we failed ...
bcuz the spring cant be used.... lols ...
then it reaches lunch time ..
we were all discussig about the pingpong casing and ask why couldn't the spring be used..
seniors all say that it's legal.
GRr......
i was feeling to give up ...
until the last 5 mins ...
i decided : i dont want to siasui
when we in ... we tried to do the pingpong case ...
then we get the robot and we str8 try it ..
really bcuz of the spring's new part tat replaces it ...
too long and stucked...
i toook it back and tried to do new thing to replace the spring and p-p case..
then we try it ..
it works ~
last 1 min ..
we tried and it works ...
we were happy and just hoping it would finish the whole journey safely ...
but then it disappointed us ...
the ball drop >.< ...
when we back sch .. we try again...
it can run smoothly with only 16 sec...
wtF... the 3rd place still 20 sec ok ?
aiks,,,,,,, amteh .....
huiying : DIAM LARH ~~~
>> Hy : nvm la...
and now it ends...
this year ...
we rarely have time to go to the lab..
and then .. we met a new teammate after huijing's left.
there is a lot of things to be complained about him ....
sometimes he really drive me mad ...
wtF ....
my old old old old friend ....
has the same mind with me ...
the few days before the NRC ,
i went to my old old old old friend , huiying's house .
there we really tried and made it ..
till "early in the morning"
hahas ...
then the day of comp reaches...
luckily we still can jokes ...
early in the morning we gather at the lab and have last try and pack the sets ..
at the hall .... there was really crowded ...
B30 , was our number.
aiyaaa.....
During the 1 hour 30 mins ( 1st Quarantine )..
we start with joining up the parts of robot ...
then we start to try our program..
it works ..
then we ask the judge about the pingpong case and check for robot size to make sure it's not more than 25cm X 25 cm X 25 cm...
the pingpong case failed ...
alamak...
then we all busy to do the pingpong case ...
keep fall >.<...
2nd time we go let him see .
he say it's ok dy..
then asked ... why was there a spring part ?
we say it's from the lego set ..
he say he will ask and find us..
but then he didnt...
aiya... 1st quarantine ended ..
we were afraid...
the judges shouted the team number of each team who had over the 25x25x25 ..
B30 !
omg ~ leader have to go infront ..
then we were given 3 mins to correct it ..
hy str8 called me infront ..
then we lend the box
it's really not over 25X25X25 what ..
then only he says that the spring cannot be used -.-
walao ???
mana mungkin ....
then we have to changed it ...
first round we failed ...
bcuz the spring cant be used.... lols ...
then it reaches lunch time ..
we were all discussig about the pingpong casing and ask why couldn't the spring be used..
seniors all say that it's legal.
GRr......
i was feeling to give up ...
until the last 5 mins ...
i decided : i dont want to siasui
when we in ... we tried to do the pingpong case ...
then we get the robot and we str8 try it ..
really bcuz of the spring's new part tat replaces it ...
too long and stucked...
i toook it back and tried to do new thing to replace the spring and p-p case..
then we try it ..
it works ~
last 1 min ..
we tried and it works ...
we were happy and just hoping it would finish the whole journey safely ...
but then it disappointed us ...
the ball drop >.< ...
when we back sch .. we try again...
it can run smoothly with only 16 sec...
wtF... the 3rd place still 20 sec ok ?
aiks,,,,,,, amteh .....
huiying : DIAM LARH ~~~
>> Hy : nvm la...
Sunday, July 17, 2011
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I have been busying so many co-curriculum things nowadays....
Omg ...
it's just ard 2 week time to trial exam...
i found that my brain isn't computer ..
computer can run multi-task at the same time ..
my brain ...
when it is clears .. i can run the most 2 tasks ... 2 most easy tasks ...
which is talk while doing homework =X.
mind is very luan ..
this is bcuz too stress..
aiya...
multi-task to run at same time ..
my brain sure one day will system down ~.~
choi choi..
my body has been lighting red light ...
my backbone + waist ..
got some prob liao ><
backbone cant bend in front .
waist will pain ..
zzzzzz
wats the prob ?
Aisheh ..
now then i noe that my person ..
is quite nice ?
正义
=.=
watch law of ueki till copy tio this ..
i scolded my classmates ..
shiyun & meixuan last friday..
they wanted ppl to sweep the floor ..
when yanling stand up want to sweep
they still ask for that day duty de ppl ..
i donnoe wat ..
看不顺str8 go and take brooms throw at there
ask them kaki lai .
somehow cant control EQ ..
too stress gua ..
but they point i out is correct .
the way is wrong
Omg ...
it's just ard 2 week time to trial exam...
i found that my brain isn't computer ..
computer can run multi-task at the same time ..
my brain ...
when it is clears .. i can run the most 2 tasks ... 2 most easy tasks ...
which is talk while doing homework =X.
mind is very luan ..
this is bcuz too stress..
aiya...
multi-task to run at same time ..
my brain sure one day will system down ~.~
choi choi..
my body has been lighting red light ...
my backbone + waist ..
got some prob liao ><
backbone cant bend in front .
waist will pain ..
zzzzzz
wats the prob ?
Aisheh ..
now then i noe that my person ..
is quite nice ?
正义
=.=
watch law of ueki till copy tio this ..
i scolded my classmates ..
shiyun & meixuan last friday..
they wanted ppl to sweep the floor ..
when yanling stand up want to sweep
they still ask for that day duty de ppl ..
i donnoe wat ..
看不顺str8 go and take brooms throw at there
ask them kaki lai .
somehow cant control EQ ..
too stress gua ..
but they point i out is correct .
the way is wrong
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Aim ?
Nowadays , i kena ppl shoot ...
during the hari sukan , ppl say i run slow bcuz a reason . becuz i no aim =x
i keep telling myself not to aim for girls. ..
as i prefer alone =]
i know ... that sometimes i would think about haaving gf during the schooling life .
and before we face the reality ...
i m a little bit afraid of falling in love ..
Tu Kar Yammie was a person who makes me feel interested ...
but afterwards i realise that i couldn't make it .
then i listed her as my daughter .
i prefer being friend than lover. =]
nowadays ... i have became more like to anyhow think...
wondering what should i do ..
and what should i choose.
gaming or studying ?
loving or alone ?
scouting or studying ?
omg ....
i don't know wat i want ...
bcuz all are important things for me
the only thing i could do is to be good at every subjects ..
right ?
bcuz i donnoe wat to choose.
be good at all ...
so now i aimed for ...
Gaming and studying ..
i have to manage my time well ...
a little for gaming and more for study ..
i think i should be single instead of alone =]
single means i still have the chance to crush or fall in love .
alone = ignore everyone.
scouting ... i will improve all my skills , test ....
everything is part time ..
aiks.... i wished to have a main course
during the hari sukan , ppl say i run slow bcuz a reason . becuz i no aim =x
i keep telling myself not to aim for girls. ..
as i prefer alone =]
i know ... that sometimes i would think about haaving gf during the schooling life .
and before we face the reality ...
i m a little bit afraid of falling in love ..
Tu Kar Yammie was a person who makes me feel interested ...
but afterwards i realise that i couldn't make it .
then i listed her as my daughter .
i prefer being friend than lover. =]
nowadays ... i have became more like to anyhow think...
wondering what should i do ..
and what should i choose.
gaming or studying ?
loving or alone ?
scouting or studying ?
omg ....
i don't know wat i want ...
bcuz all are important things for me
the only thing i could do is to be good at every subjects ..
right ?
bcuz i donnoe wat to choose.
be good at all ...
so now i aimed for ...
Gaming and studying ..
i have to manage my time well ...
a little for gaming and more for study ..
i think i should be single instead of alone =]
single means i still have the chance to crush or fall in love .
alone = ignore everyone.
scouting ... i will improve all my skills , test ....
everything is part time ..
aiks.... i wished to have a main course
Thursday, June 23, 2011
最近好像心痒痒。。乱乱地
脚受伤过后。。就整天呆在家里休息。。
整身都不舒服。。
开学了。。
觉得很舒服。。
因为终于可以见到朋友们。。
但是有时却会突然间Lowbattery
好像突然没电了。。
因为心里好像有些问题=。=
压着压着。。
压抑着自己的情感。。
有一点想要在学生时代有一段感情路。。
却被理智压抑住了。。
想要闹闹脾气。。
也收下了。。
想要去追求自己想要的东西也忘了。。
面对自己喜欢的东西却有为了考试而放下。。
觉得值得吗？？
这个还好。。因为勉强来坚固双方应该可以的。。
但是。。。
情感咧？？
怎么办？
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
S.E.C.@KL GOMBAK 29/5-31/5
Welcome to the S.E.C.
All the boys and girls are ge tready
This is what we are going to do
Climbing up and down to go forward
Crossurvive !
Crossurvive !
Make me Strong!
Make me tough !
Up in the morning to the rising sun
Gotto run all day till the running's done
We will strong !
We will Tough !
We believe
CROSSUVIVE !
this is the running song for S.E.C 2011
hehez. we sang this when we run & soaking in the cold bath .
28/5
Today i woke up in 7.30 in the morning ..
to prepare to go for KL .
i packed my things
and on9 ..
and played maple
then .. after had my breakfast ..
i apart to go to Butterworth's Jetty
met Henyi ( my cousin ) there
we waited for Adrian ( 振答教官 )
we then sit bus with the other 10 penang students .
1045 ~ 15XX ++
whole journey about 5 hours ++
pigu so pain ..
the whole journey i read novel + sleep for a few mins hahas.
d@m hungry ...
then when we reach KL ..
we went to KFC for lunch at 4pm hahas
met a "dua Kang" de ppl ..
he tells a lot of things that r not logic
Henyi str8 beh shiok then perli him
i just listen and smile =]
i anti-KFC dy .. but not tekan diao ..
must eat or else no food >.<
then we sit van to go to hostel ..
we tot so shiok ..
mana tau that's for girl only =.=
boys have to sit van for 1 hour trip to go gombak .
the van ada problem =.=
keep sei fo
hahas..
we reached there about 7pm .. and we live in a house of malay .. that's blank and known as a hostel there.
1 person rm 18 ..
we waited for our luggage & dinner
then 9.30 pm .. we only have our dinner and bag with us .
hahas .. but they tried their best ...
the water there is sososo cold and refreshing ..
then me and henyi lie down and sleep..
but then ...
the 小孩子 make us laugh till ZZ WTH
"lan XXXX 打结"
and a lot ..
but then afterwards we slept ..
i woke up at ard 3-4am the other day
then heard malay "singing"
then everyone scold
and then sleep again ~.~
hahas..
we reached there about 7pm .. and we live in a house of malay .. that's blank and known as a hostel there.
1 person rm 18 ..
we waited for our luggage & dinner
then 9.30 pm .. we only have our dinner and bag with us .
hahas .. but they tried their best ...
the water there is sososo cold and refreshing ..
then me and henyi lie down and sleep..
but then ...
the 小孩子 make us laugh till ZZ WTH
"lan XXXX 打结"
and a lot ..
but then afterwards we slept ..
i woke up at ard 3-4am the other day
then heard malay "singing"
then everyone scold
and then sleep again ~.~
29/5
7am .. henyi and i had a cold water bath ..
that's dam shiok ..
refreshing
the others str8 ask us ..
wont cold ?
hahas..
then had nasi lemak as our breakfast..
then we walked around the house..
around 10 am
we were gathered at our campsite ...
about 11am something ..
everyone from the other states arrived..
all of us total up are about 14x ++
we listened to ah kong ( the main instructor )
he talked about the camp rules & oso the instructors.
he is funny ..
afterwards we are to get into our groups ..
each group has a instructor to assist
Alex
Bonnie
Collin
Danielle
Earl
Fiona
Gaston
Hermine
Igor
Julia
Karl
Lisa
all these names are the name of typhoon.
i m in Gaston
while Henyi's in Fiona..
then i sit with all my members.
our leader = Yong Shen ( a scout from 循人中学)
A.Leader = mun Hooi ( from ipoh perak )
all of us are a bit shy to talk ..
no one willing to give ideas..
but then ....
when i give ideas. .. no 1 want to listen to me ..
at the last blame we no give ideas..
i beh shiok from that time.
the yells : my a.leader want that fast5 de song de lyrics
we all no ideas so all ok ..
but that one couldn't be shout ..
very difficult ..
then leader say nt good
then i ask him to use scout one ..
he chose
G A S T O N
gaston gaston yichiban
so short ?
i ask him to add a sentence or more ..
he say long doesn't mean good .
wtf 2nd time
i more beh shiok dy..
and at the same time ..
we were to draw flag ..
with only marker pen
i kept quiet ..
afterwards we have a game
破冰游戏
that's we say out our name and everyone play 绕口令
the first person have to say out his / her name and the followed one have to say that friend + himself one.
the 3rd means have to say 3 names
the first have to say all
hahas ..
then we cooked our lunch .
our leader is a scout .
he is good in this ..
i go to take all the ingredients
and we are given solid fuel
the branches are so wet..
quite hard..
but we managed to light a fire .
we cooked our lunch ..
i wanted to help ..
but no one give me to help..
then i just kacau aside ..
then i lompat feiji
go to henyi's group to help
Fiona ..
the fire just lighted up but weak..
i go kacau kacau then finally ok dy =]
they r late...
lunch with the rice not well cooked ..
and some vege .. hahas
my group is fine
have cabbage + canned red beans + rice
afterwards we set up our tent
each group has 2 ..
but our site has been used by others to cook their lunch so we set it up aside..
we were to make a table with the branches or material we get in the jungle ..
tat's an easy case if there's enuf materials.
our leader just asked us to seek for branches..
our a.leader cut a tree OMG．．
i str8 suansiao all those who chopped the trees..
dont hurt my loved one pls ~
when i backed to leader there ..
he was ald tie-ing
square lashing ..
everyone knows...
then fine...
i go to Fiona again ~.~
the instructor seeing me
he says i so good -.-
but i helped henyi..
just in about 5 mins we settle a table ~.~
though not nice
but at least helped them.
i would like to do things instead of shaking my legs waiting to eat .
but no one let me to ..
so i lompat feiji lor .
then we climbed the hill..
using rope =] ..
JM ( 1 of my teammate ) asked me to help ..
i waited her and helped her
after then we have our dinner ..
self-cooked oso ..
again i lompat fei kei ..
aiyaya ..
after that is the seminar session
Ah kong teaches in front ..
i enjoyed listening to his story..
i learnt a lot ..
then we have night game
黑暗摸索
not searching for things ..
is really touching / holding the rope tied by them and explore the jungle in the dark
JM asked me to wait her too ..
and i couldn't see who's in frnt of me ..
when we came out frm the dark .. we reached our campsite..
-.- ... quite nice ..
then we sleep ..
i planned to sleep outside and the others followed
zhi kang .. ( ipoh perak ）
oso sleep there ..
JM lied beside him with her sleeping bag..
she complains inside tent is too hot ..
hahas ..
then when the others back ..
we were gathered
then we go to sleep
henyi and i sleep outside..
then ard 2am ..
we kena halau ..
not outside
but inside
into the tent ...
hahas ..
the instructor dam cares about us ..
he dont want us to injured or sick..
i sleep in F group's tent ...
my group's tent not enuf space
as each of them occupy a lot of space ..
30/5
after at F's tent , they have to wake up at ard 4am to security
then i solo the whole tent xD.
but then after awhile ..
the xiao hai zi come back and sleep lols !
then all of them come back ..
hahas all lazy to security
later on ... it's morning 545 ~
everyone is woke up by the siren = =
then all gathered and go to the sungai =]
some donwan to go just tell them that they are sick
then boys have to take off their shirts
everyone soaked in the water ..
omg .. that water is as cold as ice ..
just my toes touched the water ... my body ald shaking le hahas
tat is to train our ketahanan and kecekalan..
we nid to focus .. if we anyhow think then we will be more cold..
tat's real
i like this activity the most ..
soaking inside the cold water..
singing while menggetar .. hahas..
after that we went up..
and we exercise ..
warm up activities + run..
running song sang just the whole journey we go back to our campsite
then we cook our breakfast ..
we have bread with kaya as breakfast .. almost every team oso like this =]
bcuz that's the easiest ..
then , we had station games.
use chopstick pickup de beans ,
both of the people use any parts of body to bring a sponge.
rock paper scissors with newspaper fold for the lost one
memorize the things in a black plastic .
then is for the RACE .
all the groups G-L gathered .
then we race for the longest things ...
the winner can draw the face of the loser .
afterwards we had lunch .
we just have 30mins to cook =.= ..
biscuits finished .
then we get ready to climb the hill..
OMG our shoes all get wet =.=
very shiok larh ..
when we reached the top ,
we had flying fox and oso compass station..
we knew how to use compass and find out the bearing of a place
when we went back it's ad 7pm .
7.45 we have to go for campfire
we dont have time to prepare our dinner oso ..
just anyhow eat ..
then it's the campfire ...
each group performs ..
my group has to perform liang shan bo yu juliet.
hahas
we sang and some dances..
before my group performs , it's the Free dance
it's macarela ...
seldoms ppl dance ..
henyi and i brought all of the pupils to dance ..
even adrian oso donnoe XD
then it's my groups to perform ..
i sang as loud as i could ..
then we went back and see performance ..
so boringgggggggggggg...
the whole free dance oni macarela chicken dance and rojak songs ..
henyi and i wished to have saturday night T.T
but then ..
it ends ..
then we go for security ..
12-2
henyi ald sleep .
i dont have place to sleep T.T
my group still cooking xD . breakfast + supper .
dinner time some of the members didn't eat ..
bcuz they left without telling..
we finished then they back
they started to do their face..
the morning. .
we ate till full full,
after cold water bath. hehez
i love to soak in the cold wter..
this time i not like yeesterday dy ..
i relaxed ...
becuz it's the lsat time dy...
then we exercised ..
we packed our things and then we go for a seminar ..
it's from nan yang siang pao's director ..
he talks about his past ..
everyone sleeping -.-
i was still listening hehez.
then all the group leaders shared ...
we get our phoens and wallets back...
all busy smsing taking hp nums ..
then we have bihun as our dinner .
the jiao guan prepared for us ..
we then take the bus to go to terminal Putra.
all of us take our ways back..
penang = 12 ppls
we all take lrt then take bus back to penang ...
that bus driver damm bad attitudes ..
we bought mc'd to eat along the journey but stopped by him..
the whole journey we only rest for once..
i fall asleep at taiping bcuz there have traffic jams ..
my parents called me for so many times but i didnt pick up.
henyi back at juru there. somewhere ard auto city.
that time , a clhs ex TL want to go toilet ..
then the bus driver str8 drive off .
his friends tell him to stop but he refused.
wtf ?
then we reached jetty he left us far away from jetty and we had to walk =.=
i met my parents ..
then i ate on my car ..
damn miss my mum's cooking..
3days camp ...
i learnt alot of things ...
thanks a kong ..
and all the ppls ..
i learnt tht there's a lot different kind of humans ard the world ..
with each background doesn't same ..
and the attitudes aren't same ..
my groups get the 1st price. ..
omg =.=
group that such sux won ?
mayb ..
my leader is just like one of my scout leader ... lack of leadership..
my a.leader is such degil ...
then in my group has 3 15 yrs old member..
me and 2 other. .
they r such patterns and childish ?
easily get angry ..
7am .. henyi and i had a cold water bath ..
that's dam shiok ..
refreshing
the others str8 ask us ..
wont cold ?
hahas..
then had nasi lemak as our breakfast..
then we walked around the house..
around 10 am
we were gathered at our campsite ...
about 11am something ..
everyone from the other states arrived..
all of us total up are about 14x ++
we listened to ah kong ( the main instructor )
he talked about the camp rules & oso the instructors.
he is funny ..
afterwards we are to get into our groups ..
each group has a instructor to assist
Alex
Bonnie
Collin
Danielle
Earl
Fiona
Gaston
Hermine
Igor
Julia
Karl
Lisa
all these names are the name of typhoon.
i m in Gaston
while Henyi's in Fiona..
then i sit with all my members.
our leader = Yong Shen ( a scout from 循人中学)
A.Leader = mun Hooi ( from ipoh perak )
all of us are a bit shy to talk ..
no one willing to give ideas..
but then ....
when i give ideas. .. no 1 want to listen to me ..
at the last blame we no give ideas..
i beh shiok from that time.
the yells : my a.leader want that fast5 de song de lyrics
we all no ideas so all ok ..
but that one couldn't be shout ..
very difficult ..
then leader say nt good
then i ask him to use scout one ..
he chose
G A S T O N
gaston gaston yichiban
so short ?
i ask him to add a sentence or more ..
he say long doesn't mean good .
wtf 2nd time
i more beh shiok dy..
and at the same time ..
we were to draw flag ..
with only marker pen
i kept quiet ..
afterwards we have a game
破冰游戏
that's we say out our name and everyone play 绕口令
the first person have to say out his / her name and the followed one have to say that friend + himself one.
the 3rd means have to say 3 names
the first have to say all
hahas ..
then we cooked our lunch .
our leader is a scout .
he is good in this ..
i go to take all the ingredients
and we are given solid fuel
the branches are so wet..
quite hard..
but we managed to light a fire .
we cooked our lunch ..
i wanted to help ..
but no one give me to help..
then i just kacau aside ..
then i lompat feiji
go to henyi's group to help
Fiona ..
the fire just lighted up but weak..
i go kacau kacau then finally ok dy =]
they r late...
lunch with the rice not well cooked ..
and some vege .. hahas
my group is fine
have cabbage + canned red beans + rice
afterwards we set up our tent
each group has 2 ..
but our site has been used by others to cook their lunch so we set it up aside..
we were to make a table with the branches or material we get in the jungle ..
tat's an easy case if there's enuf materials.
our leader just asked us to seek for branches..
our a.leader cut a tree OMG．．
i str8 suansiao all those who chopped the trees..
dont hurt my loved one pls ~
when i backed to leader there ..
he was ald tie-ing
square lashing ..
everyone knows...
then fine...
i go to Fiona again ~.~
the instructor seeing me
he says i so good -.-
but i helped henyi..
just in about 5 mins we settle a table ~.~
though not nice
but at least helped them.
i would like to do things instead of shaking my legs waiting to eat .
but no one let me to ..
so i lompat feiji lor .
then we climbed the hill..
using rope =] ..
JM ( 1 of my teammate ) asked me to help ..
i waited her and helped her
after then we have our dinner ..
self-cooked oso ..
again i lompat fei kei ..
aiyaya ..
after that is the seminar session
Ah kong teaches in front ..
i enjoyed listening to his story..
i learnt a lot ..
then we have night game
黑暗摸索
not searching for things ..
is really touching / holding the rope tied by them and explore the jungle in the dark
JM asked me to wait her too ..
and i couldn't see who's in frnt of me ..
when we came out frm the dark .. we reached our campsite..
-.- ... quite nice ..
then we sleep ..
i planned to sleep outside and the others followed
zhi kang .. ( ipoh perak ）
oso sleep there ..
JM lied beside him with her sleeping bag..
she complains inside tent is too hot ..
hahas ..
then when the others back ..
we were gathered
then we go to sleep
henyi and i sleep outside..
then ard 2am ..
we kena halau ..
not outside
but inside
into the tent ...
hahas ..
the instructor dam cares about us ..
he dont want us to injured or sick..
i sleep in F group's tent ...
my group's tent not enuf space
as each of them occupy a lot of space ..
30/5
after at F's tent , they have to wake up at ard 4am to security
then i solo the whole tent xD.
but then after awhile ..
the xiao hai zi come back and sleep lols !
then all of them come back ..
hahas all lazy to security
later on ... it's morning 545 ~
everyone is woke up by the siren = =
then all gathered and go to the sungai =]
some donwan to go just tell them that they are sick
then boys have to take off their shirts
everyone soaked in the water ..
omg .. that water is as cold as ice ..
just my toes touched the water ... my body ald shaking le hahas
tat is to train our ketahanan and kecekalan..
we nid to focus .. if we anyhow think then we will be more cold..
tat's real
i like this activity the most ..
soaking inside the cold water..
singing while menggetar .. hahas..
after that we went up..
and we exercise ..
warm up activities + run..
running song sang just the whole journey we go back to our campsite
then we cook our breakfast ..
we have bread with kaya as breakfast .. almost every team oso like this =]
bcuz that's the easiest ..
then , we had station games.
use chopstick pickup de beans ,
both of the people use any parts of body to bring a sponge.
rock paper scissors with newspaper fold for the lost one
memorize the things in a black plastic .
then is for the RACE .
all the groups G-L gathered .
then we race for the longest things ...
the winner can draw the face of the loser .
afterwards we had lunch .
we just have 30mins to cook =.= ..
biscuits finished .
then we get ready to climb the hill..
OMG our shoes all get wet =.=
very shiok larh ..
when we reached the top ,
we had flying fox and oso compass station..
we knew how to use compass and find out the bearing of a place
when we went back it's ad 7pm .
7.45 we have to go for campfire
we dont have time to prepare our dinner oso ..
just anyhow eat ..
then it's the campfire ...
each group performs ..
my group has to perform liang shan bo yu juliet.
hahas
we sang and some dances..
before my group performs , it's the Free dance
it's macarela ...
seldoms ppl dance ..
henyi and i brought all of the pupils to dance ..
even adrian oso donnoe XD
then it's my groups to perform ..
i sang as loud as i could ..
then we went back and see performance ..
so boringgggggggggggg...
the whole free dance oni macarela chicken dance and rojak songs ..
henyi and i wished to have saturday night T.T
but then ..
it ends ..
then we go for security ..
12-2
henyi ald sleep .
i dont have place to sleep T.T
my group still cooking xD . breakfast + supper .
dinner time some of the members didn't eat ..
bcuz they left without telling..
we finished then they back
they started to do their face..
the morning. .
we ate till full full,
after cold water bath. hehez
i love to soak in the cold wter..
this time i not like yeesterday dy ..
i relaxed ...
becuz it's the lsat time dy...
then we exercised ..
we packed our things and then we go for a seminar ..
it's from nan yang siang pao's director ..
he talks about his past ..
everyone sleeping -.-
i was still listening hehez.
then all the group leaders shared ...
we get our phoens and wallets back...
all busy smsing taking hp nums ..
then we have bihun as our dinner .
the jiao guan prepared for us ..
we then take the bus to go to terminal Putra.
all of us take our ways back..
penang = 12 ppls
we all take lrt then take bus back to penang ...
that bus driver damm bad attitudes ..
we bought mc'd to eat along the journey but stopped by him..
the whole journey we only rest for once..
i fall asleep at taiping bcuz there have traffic jams ..
my parents called me for so many times but i didnt pick up.
henyi back at juru there. somewhere ard auto city.
that time , a clhs ex TL want to go toilet ..
then the bus driver str8 drive off .
his friends tell him to stop but he refused.
wtf ?
then we reached jetty he left us far away from jetty and we had to walk =.=
i met my parents ..
then i ate on my car ..
damn miss my mum's cooking..
3days camp ...
i learnt alot of things ...
thanks a kong ..
and all the ppls ..
i learnt tht there's a lot different kind of humans ard the world ..
with each background doesn't same ..
and the attitudes aren't same ..
my groups get the 1st price. ..
omg =.=
group that such sux won ?
mayb ..
my leader is just like one of my scout leader ... lack of leadership..
my a.leader is such degil ...
then in my group has 3 15 yrs old member..
me and 2 other. .
they r such patterns and childish ?
easily get angry ..
Friday, May 27, 2011
Change
Will be away for 4 days ...
it's time to relax n learn n change =]
i think that after i back i would really changed .
it's time for me to get close to my love one ...
the nature ...
^^
it's time to find out myself...
see ya ~ be prepared for new one of me
it's time to relax n learn n change =]
i think that after i back i would really changed .
it's time for me to get close to my love one ...
the nature ...
^^
it's time to find out myself...
see ya ~ be prepared for new one of me
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
进步了。。。不再爆炸
今年。。。
又再遇到那种老师。。
我不想又在想小学六年级的事发生。。
好不容易地。。
我开始接受了老师们。。
不管他们好不好。。
但是。。
如今你却要来破坏掉这个规律。。
还好。。
练过功夫。。
我把这口气咽下了。。
不想闹。。
这跟我的原则有些不对称的地方。。
即使你是长辈。。
一旦你错了。。必须要不顾颜面地道歉。。
不要因为个人的因素。。
而把幼小一些的推向永远是错的那方。。
而且。。
你更本没有以身作则
而且不分是非黑白。。
我想说。。
你的忍耐是有限的。。
而我的忍耐随时可以变动。。
不管你是王或者卑。。
我也会站出来指正。。
或许这会是人家说的笨蛋·愚蠢。。
但是。。
不为五斗米折腰。。！
又再遇到那种老师。。
我不想又在想小学六年级的事发生。。
好不容易地。。
我开始接受了老师们。。
不管他们好不好。。
但是。。
如今你却要来破坏掉这个规律。。
还好。。
练过功夫。。
我把这口气咽下了。。
不想闹。。
这跟我的原则有些不对称的地方。。
即使你是长辈。。
一旦你错了。。必须要不顾颜面地道歉。。
不要因为个人的因素。。
而把幼小一些的推向永远是错的那方。。
而且。。
你更本没有以身作则
而且不分是非黑白。。
我想说。。
你的忍耐是有限的。。
而我的忍耐随时可以变动。。
不管你是王或者卑。。
我也会站出来指正。。
或许这会是人家说的笨蛋·愚蠢。。
但是。。
不为五斗米折腰。。！
Saturday, April 9, 2011
sensitive
Nowadays , i have became sensitive
towards attitudes and behavior
every1 around me might make me beh shiok with their attitudes & behavior
and so , this became my titles of public speaking .
i dont care the result , i just want to talk , talk out my thinking .
towards attitudes and behavior
every1 around me might make me beh shiok with their attitudes & behavior
and so , this became my titles of public speaking .
i dont care the result , i just want to talk , talk out my thinking .
hot tempered nowadays
my sis went home last tuesday
and before that day
i was oways pekcek and hot tempered ..
reason
1.) the ah gua who is sitting beside me very noisy .
2.) my parents cant get wat i meant
3.) weather is hot
that ahgua = kaisen
He was a intelligent boy last time .
When he was F1 , he looks stim and funny with his 'hotdog' lips
at that time i just know his name and never talked with him before , just feel he's funny.
Every1 do think so.
F2 , he is same class with me . he is really funny and stim =.=
he was the class A.monitor OMG .. damn..
his homework seldom do , but at least got done .
in the class oso noisy noisy =.= talkative and oso jokes thrown out by him .
and i quarreled with him once for a idiot case if thought back .
that's just for a girl =.=
last time i argue with him.
hahas ...
F3 he sat beside me
omg =.= became more talkative
like hen's butt , never stop shaking
and oso keep sing .
i admit that his sound is really soft and suit for love songs .
but pls shutup when teachers are teaching
i everyday shoot him and he will just reply : " Sorry Lor ~ "
then until 1 day i feel that he's a bit abnormal
then the 2nd day he became sia0
then he told me his problems
he falls love on a girl in my class
since last year ..
and now he's facing problems
1 of our friends like the girls too
that's jingen - a charcoal boy of my class , darker than me , a good football player and oso a joker who never cares for his faces hahas .
then kaisen a bit dull . he dares not to tell jingen bcuz he dont want to quarrel .
but then he's dam suffering and keep asking me and be sia0 sia0
at the last , i persuaded him to have man's talk with jingen
and both of them have nothing happen just both cont to like the girl
the girl = Horlicks , a white pretty girl in my class .
then the following i lazy to care so much , that's non of my business =) .
but after few weeks , kaisen came and tell everythings to me .
and he became a lazy person , never do homework and oso like to challenge teacher .
he does not like teacher to scold nor says him yet , he was the one who made teacher focus so much on him , i am a little ashamed of my friend who was sitting beside me .
demerits , scold or anythings doesn't matter for him .
he thinks that the love is more worth.
he oways emo in class and my mood was effected by him.
pekcek sitting there
he was just acting patterns and lying himself .
that's puppy love .
i told him so but he refused .
he tot that he was so mighty to do so .
and soon everyone keep says him and ask him to become the kaisen b4
i don't know wat's horlicks decision .
i wanna ask but oso afraid to make the problems much tougher.
their problems is dam complicated and make me pekcek .
as i do not admit that their actions and decision is correct .
tat is not parallel with my theory and my thinking .
2.) my parents
they do not get wat i mean and i am lazy to describe too much to them and just pekcek and escape .
feel a little bit sorry to them as their son oways pekcek and nearly quarrel . that's why i rejeceted every invitation . i nid time to settle down my mind and change my attitudes to them . Sorry mum , dad , i nid some time... pls forgive me on everything that i have done .
3. ) weather hot
besides , my sis went back too. and she oways wanna use comp and she tot that i was pekcek-ing with herbecuz she used the comp the whole day and when i walked go keep act to stand up and wanna hand over . i dont like that . though i really dont like ppl to touch my pc too much as i have my privacy . but i lend her bcuz till now there isnt anythings important yet , just hope she wont see everythings and change my settings . then she keep ask me tot that i want she teach me maths. but i really couldn't get out so many time to ask . everyday back late in night . the weather is hot . at the bus stop i was nearly fainted there .
bus stop is one of the place where i can think my things ALONE .
Rest Rest Rest , relax mind and body , rest more . and soon will become better =) i think so ...
and before that day
i was oways pekcek and hot tempered ..
reason
1.) the ah gua who is sitting beside me very noisy .
2.) my parents cant get wat i meant
3.) weather is hot
that ahgua = kaisen
He was a intelligent boy last time .
When he was F1 , he looks stim and funny with his 'hotdog' lips
at that time i just know his name and never talked with him before , just feel he's funny.
Every1 do think so.
F2 , he is same class with me . he is really funny and stim =.=
he was the class A.monitor OMG .. damn..
his homework seldom do , but at least got done .
in the class oso noisy noisy =.= talkative and oso jokes thrown out by him .
and i quarreled with him once for a idiot case if thought back .
that's just for a girl =.=
last time i argue with him.
hahas ...
F3 he sat beside me
omg =.= became more talkative
like hen's butt , never stop shaking
and oso keep sing .
i admit that his sound is really soft and suit for love songs .
but pls shutup when teachers are teaching
i everyday shoot him and he will just reply : " Sorry Lor ~ "
then until 1 day i feel that he's a bit abnormal
then the 2nd day he became sia0
then he told me his problems
he falls love on a girl in my class
since last year ..
and now he's facing problems
1 of our friends like the girls too
that's jingen - a charcoal boy of my class , darker than me , a good football player and oso a joker who never cares for his faces hahas .
then kaisen a bit dull . he dares not to tell jingen bcuz he dont want to quarrel .
but then he's dam suffering and keep asking me and be sia0 sia0
at the last , i persuaded him to have man's talk with jingen
and both of them have nothing happen just both cont to like the girl
the girl = Horlicks , a white pretty girl in my class .
then the following i lazy to care so much , that's non of my business =) .
but after few weeks , kaisen came and tell everythings to me .
and he became a lazy person , never do homework and oso like to challenge teacher .
he does not like teacher to scold nor says him yet , he was the one who made teacher focus so much on him , i am a little ashamed of my friend who was sitting beside me .
demerits , scold or anythings doesn't matter for him .
he thinks that the love is more worth.
he oways emo in class and my mood was effected by him.
pekcek sitting there
he was just acting patterns and lying himself .
that's puppy love .
i told him so but he refused .
he tot that he was so mighty to do so .
and soon everyone keep says him and ask him to become the kaisen b4
i don't know wat's horlicks decision .
i wanna ask but oso afraid to make the problems much tougher.
their problems is dam complicated and make me pekcek .
as i do not admit that their actions and decision is correct .
tat is not parallel with my theory and my thinking .
2.) my parents
they do not get wat i mean and i am lazy to describe too much to them and just pekcek and escape .
feel a little bit sorry to them as their son oways pekcek and nearly quarrel . that's why i rejeceted every invitation . i nid time to settle down my mind and change my attitudes to them . Sorry mum , dad , i nid some time... pls forgive me on everything that i have done .
3. ) weather hot
besides , my sis went back too. and she oways wanna use comp and she tot that i was pekcek-ing with herbecuz she used the comp the whole day and when i walked go keep act to stand up and wanna hand over . i dont like that . though i really dont like ppl to touch my pc too much as i have my privacy . but i lend her bcuz till now there isnt anythings important yet , just hope she wont see everythings and change my settings . then she keep ask me tot that i want she teach me maths. but i really couldn't get out so many time to ask . everyday back late in night . the weather is hot . at the bus stop i was nearly fainted there .
bus stop is one of the place where i can think my things ALONE .
Rest Rest Rest , relax mind and body , rest more . and soon will become better =) i think so ...
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Pantai Keracut 1 日游
早上等大家都到齐了。。便搭bas到码头。。
然后坐ferry 过江。。
然后又坐bas去teluk bahang..
比预定的时间来得早很多。。
11 点出就到了。。
话不多说就开始了“探险之旅”。
一开始的路很平。。还以为很容易。。
还拍了很多照。。
过了五分钟。。
开始进入森林。。
从一开始便有点怕怕。。
但是结果走前面的我变成最后一位=.=||
没人要最后一位哈哈。。
一开始时因为没能适应。。
所以有些人很累。。
我前面那位差点害我和他一起迷路。。
还好没有。。
我一直在鼓励他。。
山路弯弯曲曲的。。
凹凸不平的。。
但是我们仍然踏着稳重的脚步。。。
但是也一直滑到。。我是最多次的那位～。～
一小时过了。。
越过了森林。。
看见一望无际的大海。。
大家都兴奋起来了。。
放下背包。。
有些直接去玩水。。
我和两位朋友在那里起火。。
结果起得蛮大的。。
在那里煮食物。。
虽然只有sardin两罐。。
完全没有工具。。
过后。。
大家往海走去。。
让海浪冲着赤裸裸的脚。。
爬过岩石。。在岩石上拍照等。。
过后。。
2位朋友跳下水了。。
玩啊玩。。
我不想下水。
因为妈妈不给。。而且我也没带多余的衣服。。
结果被他们恶作剧了。。
他们把我拉下水。。
整身湿了。。
我要爬起来但是他们又压着我。。
过后我上岸脱衣。。再跳进水。。
毕竟已经湿了。。
才发现自己电话在口袋里=。=
糟糕！
玩完了。。
又绕过森林回去了。。
虽然有船。。
过后我们去gurney pride 吃Mc'D + 杂食。
会的ferry 上遇到了一位四肢健全。。手上拿着蔡。。和一支香烟。。
向我们讨钱。。
我捐了一令吉。。
但是我劝其他人别捐。。
毕竟她是欺骗的。。
但是这么一样无视老人家也不对。。
所以还是捐了。。
一整天。。
玩得很累。。
也学到了很多东西。。
*言行举止要小心
*尊重他人
*孝顺父母
*听别人的劝告
*爱惜生命
*不可害怕
然后坐ferry 过江。。
然后又坐bas去teluk bahang..
比预定的时间来得早很多。。
11 点出就到了。。
话不多说就开始了“探险之旅”。
一开始的路很平。。还以为很容易。。
还拍了很多照。。
过了五分钟。。
开始进入森林。。
从一开始便有点怕怕。。
但是结果走前面的我变成最后一位=.=||
没人要最后一位哈哈。。
一开始时因为没能适应。。
所以有些人很累。。
我前面那位差点害我和他一起迷路。。
还好没有。。
我一直在鼓励他。。
山路弯弯曲曲的。。
凹凸不平的。。
但是我们仍然踏着稳重的脚步。。。
但是也一直滑到。。我是最多次的那位～。～
一小时过了。。
越过了森林。。
看见一望无际的大海。。
大家都兴奋起来了。。
放下背包。。
有些直接去玩水。。
我和两位朋友在那里起火。。
结果起得蛮大的。。
在那里煮食物。。
虽然只有sardin两罐。。
完全没有工具。。
过后。。
大家往海走去。。
让海浪冲着赤裸裸的脚。。
爬过岩石。。在岩石上拍照等。。
过后。。
2位朋友跳下水了。。
玩啊玩。。
我不想下水。
因为妈妈不给。。而且我也没带多余的衣服。。
结果被他们恶作剧了。。
他们把我拉下水。。
整身湿了。。
我要爬起来但是他们又压着我。。
过后我上岸脱衣。。再跳进水。。
毕竟已经湿了。。
才发现自己电话在口袋里=。=
糟糕！
玩完了。。
又绕过森林回去了。。
虽然有船。。
过后我们去gurney pride 吃Mc'D + 杂食。
会的ferry 上遇到了一位四肢健全。。手上拿着蔡。。和一支香烟。。
向我们讨钱。。
我捐了一令吉。。
但是我劝其他人别捐。。
毕竟她是欺骗的。。
但是这么一样无视老人家也不对。。
所以还是捐了。。
一整天。。
玩得很累。。
也学到了很多东西。。
*言行举止要小心
*尊重他人
*孝顺父母
*听别人的劝告
*爱惜生命
*不可害怕
Friday, March 11, 2011
知之为知之；不知为不知；似知也。。亦非实。
认识我的人其数量非少。。
但是了解我的人。。又有多少？
有些人以为自己很了解我。。
但是那不是真实的我。。
有些时候的误会都是因为别人的不了解。。
因为不了解而私自做下的决定。。
都只是空虚地幻想。。
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
失败了 | 绝望
人家说失败了就应该勇敢地爬起来。。
但是。。我觉得已经没有力气了。。
我做的。。原来都带来了反效果。。
原以为。。如果我这么做。。大家会有所改变。。54th 会再次旺盛。。
对不起ex & holiding post de . 我做错了。。
一开始我的那个acc是为了一个朋友做的
结果他不要。。
我就用它来表达我的不满。。
一开始是针对(o)
过后就到training camps
在那之间。。我把members & 朋友们的不满都post 了上去。。
一直希望他们能够看到并改进。。
结果反而他们变得有些不开心。。
一直想要找出这个人。。
更失败的事。。
对我自己form 3 的人。。
如果说是以我本身去劝说。。
还有我已经试过很多次。。
都没人要听。。
那么只有这么一个方法来让他们改变。。
结果咧。。
他们也是不爽。。
结果还开始内乱了。。
对不起。。所有都是我的过失我的错误。。
全部都是我造成的。。你们没错。。
我害了你们。。
我该死。。
我没那个资格来说你们。。
这也不该是我应该做的。。
我只是个以前的The Best Member
这些应该让上面的来做。。
我只是个只会说不会做的人。。
我是个废人。。
把那些都当做耳边风吧。。
你们才是最强的。。
加油！
但是。。我觉得已经没有力气了。。
我做的。。原来都带来了反效果。。
原以为。。如果我这么做。。大家会有所改变。。54th 会再次旺盛。。
对不起ex & holiding post de . 我做错了。。
一开始我的那个acc是为了一个朋友做的
结果他不要。。
我就用它来表达我的不满。。
一开始是针对(o)
过后就到training camps
在那之间。。我把members & 朋友们的不满都post 了上去。。
一直希望他们能够看到并改进。。
结果反而他们变得有些不开心。。
一直想要找出这个人。。
更失败的事。。
对我自己form 3 的人。。
如果说是以我本身去劝说。。
还有我已经试过很多次。。
都没人要听。。
那么只有这么一个方法来让他们改变。。
结果咧。。
他们也是不爽。。
结果还开始内乱了。。
对不起。。所有都是我的过失我的错误。。
全部都是我造成的。。你们没错。。
我害了你们。。
我该死。。
我没那个资格来说你们。。
这也不该是我应该做的。。
我只是个以前的The Best Member
这些应该让上面的来做。。
我只是个只会说不会做的人。。
我是个废人。。
把那些都当做耳边风吧。。
你们才是最强的。。
加油！
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Love ? no...
看见身边的朋友们。。
一直都交有男女朋友。。
我也想要找个能和我沟通。。能了解我的人
分享每天的大小事物。。
不管什么都粘在一起。。
能够聊天。。不管身边的人什么眼光。。
但是。。
看见朋友们分分合合 。。
合合分分。。
我也曾经经历过。。。
知道甜中必带有苦。。。
我想。。
我不应该这么快找个陪伴我的那个人吧。。
现在只应该慢慢来。。
交多些朋友。。
一直都交有男女朋友。。
我也想要找个能和我沟通。。能了解我的人
分享每天的大小事物。。
不管什么都粘在一起。。
能够聊天。。不管身边的人什么眼光。。
但是。。
看见朋友们分分合合 。。
合合分分。。
我也曾经经历过。。。
知道甜中必带有苦。。。
我想。。
我不应该这么快找个陪伴我的那个人吧。。
现在只应该慢慢来。。
交多些朋友。。
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
失败过 | 伤心过 | 难过过 |
失败过除了爬起来还有什么方法吗？
难道说一次小小的失败就要放弃将来？
将来还有无数次的失败。。如果因为一次的失败就接受不了
那么干脆死死去或者躲在家吧。
伤心了。。
除了想办法让自己开心还有别的方法吗？
难道要一直让自己伤心。。
让自己活在每天只有哭泣声和泪水的生活？
难过了。。
除了握紧拳头挨过去还有什么可以做？
难道要当场自杀？
了结自己的生命？
人生中难免有起起落落。。
该面对的总该面对。。
逃避只是暂时性的。。
逃的过一次。。
不代表逃的过第二次；
难道说一次小小的失败就要放弃将来？
将来还有无数次的失败。。如果因为一次的失败就接受不了
那么干脆死死去或者躲在家吧。
伤心了。。
除了想办法让自己开心还有别的方法吗？
难道要一直让自己伤心。。
让自己活在每天只有哭泣声和泪水的生活？
难过了。。
除了握紧拳头挨过去还有什么可以做？
难道要当场自杀？
了结自己的生命？
人生中难免有起起落落。。
该面对的总该面对。。
逃避只是暂时性的。。
逃的过一次。。
不代表逃的过第二次；
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