Monday, November 30, 2009

Never wake me up when i am in your hugging. Looking at you, I don't want to let your go, I just wan to hold your hands again, it warmth my heart
Happiness is just an illussion filled with sadness and confusion.Love is just an illusion of heaven and hell.
If I have you so much why do I still love you.
Nights like this I wish raindrops would fall to cover my tears.
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell. Its happy when there's love and hurts like hell when it gones
I want to live the day that never dies, in a world without you is living in hunger.
i know wat is beautiful when i see you.U walk into my life to beautifies my life
Music..Cant cover the feel of sadness which fully filled in my heart .. Although didnt cry but the tears rolling in my eyes .. seem like gonna drops but didnt .. its just rolling inside.. Close up my eyes all i can see was only the darkness and sadness .. and those things which made me regretful.. Closing up eyes helps to save the tears .. save them from fighting each other inside my eyes ..
Tears, nearly drop from my eyes ..
Sadness, fully filled in my heart ..
Happiness, had gone ..
Brain, not going to work ..
Bodies, no energy to move ..
Without that my life will be sucks...

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Quite sad ..

其实说放弃你只是嘴上说说的。。
相信你也知道我这样做其实只是为了你能比较舒服点。。
喜欢一个人不是说放下就放下的。。我也不打算放弃。。
虽然你已多次说过要我放弃,你是不可能接受我的。。但我也从没放弃过。。也许
是太喜欢你了吧。。
这种痛算什么?最痛还是被亲近的人背叛。。你因为过去的黑暗回忆使你完全失去信
心。。那人很可恶。。但是希望你能忘掉过去。。
虽然说我们现在当朋友但是对你的爱意仍存在于我心中。。我只允许你伤害我。。
完全不允许我伤害你。。
虽然心很痛但是也无所谓吧。。只要这能使你舒服些什么也愿意。。
虽然说望好方面想一切将是完美的。。可惜错了。。
怎样想都还会痛。。因为用情太深了。。
"放弃" 2 字算什么?还不是说爽?嘴上说的和心里想的可以完全不同。。
一旦我决定喜欢你我已准备受伤了。。没关系为了你是值得的^^
你曾经问我为何喜欢你。。答案>因为我喜欢你,那是感觉,喜欢一个人不需要什么
理由
你曾经文我几时才肯放弃。答案>我不会放弃的。。(为什么) 因为我不想放弃。。
我喜欢你。。我有自由喜欢一个人。。你有权力决定接受或不接受。
你也曾经问我如果你喜欢一个人我会怎样。。答案>>也许你在考验我。。也许是真
的。。没关系。。去喜欢他吧。。放心我 不会难过。。
不能说我是固执。。也不能说我是执着。。只可说我喜欢你。。
为了你再辛苦在难过也可以。。
每个人都有权力喜欢一个人也有权力决定是否要和他/她在一起。。一旦决定喜欢一
个人必须准备有受伤的可能性,虽然有准备但是还是压抑不住。。喜怒哀乐存在与
每个人的人生。。不同人有不同的人生观。。不同的人生观就会有不同的启事不同
的启事就会有不同的结果。。

Friday, November 27, 2009

Nowadays before i sleep sure think tio her .. and those regretful things .. Haiz.. think think think then very pekcek with myself .. thinking myself so useless.. Dont know why my heart keep very bu an .. Now, she seldom reply my msg dy .. and we become lesser chat .. haiz... dont know wat to write dy .. i just now my fikiran kusut masai



~|regretful|~

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Missing her ...

Do u noe .. that this few days u went genting .. and not free chat with me .. i very very miss u ... keep cant sleep well a .. =.=" .. but i dont mind la .. there are many things to busy there .. Just wish u wont get cold and flu enuf ^^ .. rest well .

Friday, November 20, 2009

爱得越深就会伤得越痛

爱得越深就会伤得越痛。。可是为什么我们依然毫不畏惧一切呢?如果她不接受我/对方将伤透我的心。。也许。。

这是因为我们深深地爱着对方。。愿意为她们付出一切。。

对方不接受你或者突然间告诉你说她不爱你了可能是因为她不想那么早谈恋爱。。

也许是在考你。。也许是真的不再爱你了。。也许她认为在你身边不够安全感。。也

许她认为你不能给她幸福。。也许她认为别人会比你更好。。

>>不被接受/突然被抛弃的朋友:

别伤心。。再接再厉。。不应该垂头丧气。。应该振作起来。。如果你真的爱她。。

你应该让她自己做选择。。(在身边默默地爱她。。默默地保护她。。) 也许你们可

以当好朋友。。

喜欢一个人并不是嘴上说说的而是应该发自内心。。嘴上说的通常都是不切实际的。。

应该有实际行动。。

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

喜欢一个人是否有罪(辩论)

喜欢一个人并没有罪,有罪的是喜欢一个人并不敢说出来


正方>>是的喜欢一个人并没罪,但是喜欢一个人就代表喜欢她/他的全部。。。优点
和缺点。。喜欢一个人应大胆地说出来。。也好让双方舒服些不会像有些事情被隐
瞒。


反方 >>暗恋一个人也就是喜欢一个人而并不告诉他/她你喜欢他/她才是对的。。在
暗地里盖一座自己想要的城堡。。不告诉他/她。。避免伤害双方的和气。。

Friday, November 13, 2009

Classmates

Wei see tio le pls dont angry .. this is what i feel..

According to the namelist :

1.Lee Yi Ling >> a prefect .. i seldom talk to her so not really noe .. Quite erhem la .. her sound ... =.= .. Dont know why keep feel she is pretending la .. her acts all ... =.=
2.Lee Zhi Qian >> an active girls.. came from same pri sch.. quite peramah .. can chat together .. she pick me as her gan didi wor .. quite cham last time she keep ans punitha's questions .. but then teacher forget her name=.=
3.Lee Ying Shiuan >> okok la same pri sch and class..
4.Leong Hui Qi >> So man ^^ .. when she shout a .. will become deaf de lor .. Hm... her ppls oso not bad la .. but then rude , man , and pimples make her seem...
5.Leow Yee Theng >> same pri sch , pri sch classmate.. quiet girl.. and her voice very soft .. cant hear one a .. pri sch start teacher always paksa her shout lols =.=.. dont know hows her ppl la seldom talk to her ..
6.Liang Kai Ling >> Short , white girl.. Er.. quite pia for exam de.. seldom talk too.. heard that zhuhen fancy her huh ? ^^.
7.Lim Ai Fong >> Yo quite behshiok her .. pretending cute a? Very man one .. she behshiok nia then gonna like gangster .. wanna fight .. at tuition she sit behind me .. i just stretch my backbone .. my head at the back.. pull my hair ? what the ... then hor very what de .. think that i am her sister a ? come so close ? what the ... ppl see tio oso will anyhow think =.= .. please leh care yr attitudes .. very irritating de ..
8.Lim Chern Nee >> Erherm.. all oso noe la hor ? this is the person who i fancy la .. i always notice her one la ..An active girls, like to make friends with others .. no care is boy or girl.. -.- dont know wanna write what a .. Almost everything of her to me is ....
9.Lim Hui Yin >> Can chat la ... quite good her person .. Same sch with kahliang .. 2oso siao siao de.. very pro at shooting and joking =.=...
10.Lim Jia Ni >> Er.. her face quite like my relative la ^^ talking oso same same... Friendly .. Hm a tx always laugh her size .. =.= ..
11.Lim Jia Rou >> Pri sch classmates.. Quite friendly.. same la like pri sch .. we 2 keep chat one .. Erhem .. with tx quite .. hahas.. feel that they 2 very pei a .. they 2 always shoot lai shoot qu ..hit lai hit qu.. quite sweet =D
12.Lim Jo-anne >> Yo quite sad a .. same class almost 1 year le oso dont know my name huh ? seldom talk with her .. but hor her face seems like tx a .. ahahhas
13.Lim Kai Jie >> Good ppl la .. feel he and zhiqian quite ... hahas always play play there.. a good person .. can talk together ... quite funny .. Hm quite "man" la like me ^.^ ..
14.Lim Kar Wen >> okok lor .. class monitor .. always tio ass monitor bully =X ops.. ass monitor .. as a boy always call girl to do things nia .. So gentle "man" ops tx a ... becuz u very a gua hahahs ..
15.Lim Ke Jing >> small sized... live at lorong 27 just 1 lorong nia .. i didnt noe ahahs... Seldom talk to her de ..
16.Lim Khai Kim >> Er... A bit same as Cx la .. always ask ask ask ... at 1st i tot her result sure very good de .. mana noe .. ( Lanc-ing ) .. size same as cx la ..
17.Lim Khar Yee >> at first can talk la .. but after that dont know why never talk dy .. ppl okok la ..
18. Lim Leh Ching >> Good at arts la .. Quite pekcek with her .. teacher call me change place with khar yee then sit beside her .. bm period as others =.= .. always ask not related to the period .. so lazy to think la .. then copy things always slowly slowly .. cant catch up call me give her copy .. straight take my books ok ? then i copy what ?
19.Lim Pei Lian >> Heard they all said min hao fancy her a .. but from zhuhen and yongkit de mouth .. mana zhun ? hahas.. sound oso very soft la .. seldom talk to her ..
20.Lim Peng Heng >> BLACKIES !! hahas his skin very dark .. very dare de a .. always say things in front teachers ..
21. Lim Phey Yee >> Hm.. seldom talk to her only talk to her during kh period .. is my member la ..
22.Lim Phin Shen >> A Qun And lanc ppl ^^ who oso noe this la ... Fancy de ppl is Lim Chern Nee =) Buddies >> Loh Kah Liang , Low chuen Xian , Lim Tyng Xian , Lim Jia Rou er.. still got who a ? many la ~
23. Lim QiZhang >> Yo .. Beh tahan .. At sch act dai ko ? u very pai is it ? dont u noe CLB quite many paikia ? always at there do till yr paikia pattern u dint tot ppl backgroud might be black ? hahas relax our class all guai kia bo ppl background is black de ^^ . Please care yr attitudes la .. infront teacher oso like this.. do till very beh shiok de pattern .. behshiok dont come study la .. Say tio u nia jiu angry ? wanna punch ppl ? come on~ think twice before u take actions .. yr mother want u to study in CLB is becuz of what ? why will u be here ? what will happened if u really punch ppl ? what will others think of u ? what will the ppl around u feel ?
I same pri sch with u de ok ? pls dont mempersiasuikan me .. thx ^^ ..
23 Lim Qiao Mei >> Er quite friendly la can joking .. but i seldom talk to her la .. academic okok la ...
24im Qiu Ni >> Always act cute la .. =X ..
25 Lim QiZhang >> Yo .. Beh tahan .. At sch act dai ko ? u very pai is it ? dont u noe CLB quite many paikia ? always at there do till yr paikia pattern u dint tot ppl backgroud might be black ? hahas relax our class all guai kia bo ppl background is black de ^^ . Please care yr attitudes la .. infront teacher oso like this.. do till very beh shiok de pattern .. behshiok dont come study la .. Say tio u nia jiu angry ? wanna punch ppl ? come on~ think twice before u take actions .. yr mother want u to study in CLB is becuz of what ? why will u be here ? what will happened if u really punch ppl ? what will others think of u ? what will the ppl around u feel ?
I same pri sch with u de ok ? pls dont mempersiasuikan me .. thx ^^ ..
26.38 de Lim Shan Hua >> cousin of ^ dog .. wondering why this 38 and dog is cousin but 38 so good dog so bad ? o.0? 38 talking will splash kou shui de a hahahas ... pri sch that time i called her "LengLuiSiFu" ( telling a white lie ) .. quite big sized =X .. very funny too
27. Lim Sher Ling >> Aiks .. her ppl very what lor .. Act cute... Then keep playing ppl's gan qing de lor .. Wonder why so many ppls fancy her wor .. my senior .. others form 1 ppls.. Teikseng last tiem oso .. but then awhile nia break dy =.=
28. Lim Teik Seng >> Know him since i was 5 years old .. same kindergarden.. pri sch and sec.. hahas .. quite friend with him .. but when me and he we wont talk about we fancy de ppls and things de wor =.= just anyhow chat ..
29. Lim Tyng Xian >> Quite "mother" (in mandarin.. besides of ma ) .. he is our AsS monitor a ... ASS MONITOR = PIGU MONITOR HHAHAHAS .. tian zhen .. ke ai .. huo po .. hahahs .. quite small gas oso de ..
30. Lim Tze Ren >> very white .. seldom talk .. only kh period .. my member
31.Lim Wei Sheng >> hahas .. always smile de .. with him quite good la .. CUTE ~
32.Lim Yi Fang >> Dont know why at first dont like her de wor .. becuz she say my bad words a !! Grr... care so much do what ? my bag spoilt my prob ma .. then i be bendahari also kapsiao ? say dont know he know how to count and arrange the use of money bo .. what the ? but at last she no say le .. forgive her lor .. Heard that she is my madam de sis wor .. Yi Ching Madam .. isit true ?
33. Lim Yong Zheng >> Tiny boy .. same as kejing a.. hahas
34.Lim Zhu Hen >> 1st day already talk many with me and teikseng a .. very active.. wanna we suggest him as monitor but at last ass .. then tio pecat .. 1st day .. the teacher say his name wrongly .. lim zhu hen.. he replied : Cikgu jangan panggil hen la .. hen itu chicken la .. =.= .. very funny .. always learn tupai and ah leong .. nowadays keep say dog ..
35.Ling Jing Kai >> pri classmate .. okok la .. but sometime will behshiok de always say ppls badwords .. but he pri till now ald like this la .. dont mind ... like to kacau girls oso .. quite tiko =X .. with aifong very pei oso la hahhas .. 38 hua's mummy
36. Ling Min Hao >> Tx always say he de.. named Liang de ppl always so niang .. like ahleong.. but he didnt tot himself oso quite "mother" de.. he is a ba geh .. very like to fight result with ppls de lor .. very cham a .. quite pekcek when wanna fight with me .. i dont like fighting like this =.= .. if u didnt think to win someone i think ur result will better gua .. Think positive ^^
37.Loh Kah Liang >> 恐怖暴力组织队长... always bit me one T_T .. luckily my ren gong not bad ^^.. my best friend a .. can share secrets ... quite "cold" .. always joking de
38.Long Fu Kai >> LONG FUCK KAI .. hahas his friends taught me de .. always rub his face de dont know why .. and hor always bomb de .. kua zhang a ... camping that time keep make joke .. wanna sleep oso cant =.= laugh till ... his bomb .. once throw to u .. = laugh till die hahahas
39.Kelvin Low Chuen Xian >> brillant , handsome , smart boy .. ^^ very rich a ... but quite childish =X .. my buddies a .. can chat and share things ..
40.Low yong kit >> Steam la .. always joking .. his pattern .. aiks .. will laugh la .. but behshiok him at .. when he give things very like to put at ppl mouth =.=
41.Luk Kai Hoe >> Everyone read his chinese name as bridge =.= .. er.. quite "man" la .. with 38 hua very ngam.. one man one woman .. PEI ! .. pro at music too
42. Lum Kah Hoe >> quite friend .. same tuition .. always find me once i reach sch

Hm... Dont angry when saw hor .. thanks ^^ .. got some characteristic didnt write .. lazy think =X

Aiks...

Aiks .. why time pass so fast ? so fast gonna form 2 dy ... left few more days with classmates.. next year maybe not same class dy T_T ... But hor at least can same class with her la ^^.. This time exam i let water .. dont want too pia a .. later straight fly till A1 i cry till siao...

Hope next year .. when meet u all .. can say hi ... dont like my pri friends .. some keep didnt choi me .. T_T ..

Fr3ns 4Ever ~