Rained-saturday . short period of act

Disappointment has been part of my life.

i used to think things perfectly .

Regretted.

I tot that the troop will be fine ..

i will help the leaders and the troop..

but i really cant accept someone who are weak in leadership skills

what will i get if i really against them with some soft ways 

which is i will give my disagreement with somethings that are non-logic ?

surely get boycott one day. 

I was too proud.

wondering what made me changed 

冲突

一再地与人发生冲突。。
为什么我变得那么的不冷静。。
脾气很坏。。
是我自己的问题？
还是他人的问题?
我真的不会和人沟通。。
比较习惯自己一个人。。
但是长大了知道孤军作战不适合现实生活。。
所以呢？
该做些什么？
只是最大的迷惘。
Troubles
Without
Endurance
Never
Triumph
Yet
we
Should
Endure
Clear
Objectives
Never
get
Disordered .

But now , i dont haven objectives and lost endurance.