Wednesday, December 29, 2010

21st annual training camp 2010

This year .. the way to run the camp is not same as the past .
but the attitudes of oc .. made me dont feel to go to the camp.
1st 出尔反尔
2nd tidak bertanggungjawab
3rd 蛮不讲理
4th anythings wrong oso blame members didnt tink own mistakes
5th make members dulan

1st me at first still got a little heart to do the competitions .
but 1 weeks later i lost my confidence and my feeling .
i feel lamnua and lazy to fight for it .
bcuz committee attitudes are quite bad .

and me keep quarrel with them =.=
especially GG de ..
aiks ... then quarrel till their form 4 there ...
mouth too gatal ?=.=

i dont think taht i will get any of the prizes .. but luckily i took the best patrol and the best backwoods
the best patrol i dont know whats that .. but it isn't overall =.=
should be the golds...
the best backwoods made me shocked as almost my things all didnt cooked well .

i quite hate GGs ...
form 2 still friendly
form 3 still ok just 1 / 2 of them bad ..
form 4 ... starting good .. now o0o !  

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Sibeh dulan today

today , morning .. still quite ok ...
afternoon start ... walao eh...
1st draw flag ... my weakness ..cant say much jz call others colour and i plan
then semua anyhow lai =.=
the flag white de background kena all different colour droplets ..
afterwards ...
is yong karen mai kacau my ps ..
2 alphabets my ps str8 dulan zzz ..
then i ask her suggestion and idea .. she sibeh hot =.=
suak loh
semua like this no nid do le ..
so i left my flag there .
afterwards ... we all keep kapsiao and soon she turns ok again =.= sot sot de .
aiks .. hope no next time .. as i dont want ppl around me kepe like ths .. i nid ppl who is calm and eq high to assist me .
night ...
FB there ... my frn .. aiks .. ask me logo whether put good aand bad ... are'nt is idea i told him -.- ? of course i will use .. mana noe he oso use .. say what his is more good than bad ..
mcb i str8 pissed .. copy say copy la stil lsay i copy u ?
semua orang oso think like this la ?
wtf ? i tell u de ideas u all use i ask u u got giv ? fking hell .
i post comment go see then say want use ? o0o la ..
fking pissed.
i should calm ... there is lots of things waiting me .. shouldn't bcuz of this and break my future
calm calm calm .. face that challenges and gain experience ..

Yo ~ finally have the feeling to write my blog

Yeah It's finally year-end holiday which everyone waited for so so so long ..
This holiday ..
i will finished it by improving myself & training camp
last year i was jz a member ...
this year i am a PL .
i have to lead all my members to fight for tc ..
i ... feel lazy to lead during the beginning .. cuz i was tired ..
and so .. i feel myself useless as a leader .. i didnt do things well ..
soon ,
i am much interested to lead them ^^ .
juz peace and face everything ..
hahahs ..
try ur best ..
train everything that u weak at ...
i , myself ... are very bad at drawing and art work ..
during the preparation .. i had tried to draw ...
though i never draw things well ..
but this time it really improved ..
it's much clearer and nicer ..
besides , i had oso been drawing on a flag instead of a paper ...
draw on the flag is much enjoyable ...
i have the power and confident to draw next time =)
furthermore .. my communicate is really sucks ...
what thing that i told my members and ps they sensed nothing =.=
have to practise this more ..
communication have much improved because i wont feel shy to talk to girls hahas
becuz we have to cooperate with girl members ...
keep on improving yr own .. practise more ^^
gambateh .. for improving and training yrself . u have to train ur mental and physical too..
God had arranged this opportunity for u to bring urself better .
Cheers and face it with interest ..
overtake the challenge ^^