handphone to school ?

heard that students now are able to bring handphone and others technology equipment to school.

that is a new technology era in the school.

benefits~

students are able to learn with m-edu.

thru phones, they are able to look at the pictures and videos of the topic that is taught by teachers.

dictionary apps help them to improve their vocabulary and solve their problems easily.

thru the wiFi in the school, students are able to search for info easily too.

hp helps students to communicate with parents, help parents to find their children and to prevent them from playing truant or waste their time with bad activities.

this secure them from involving in bad activities.

demerits ~

thru phone , SMS in the classroom will occurs frequently.

vibrations and ringtones in the classroom or even the keypad sound may disturb the lessons.

camera on the hp will be used to capture the picture or video of students or even teacher and been uploaded to facebook to be joked or spread . cyber bully may occur. those victim may emotionally get hurt.

besides, pornography videos maybe shared among the students and affect their morality to involve in free sex . curiousity may bring them closer to the devil.

some students that are not from rich family may get affected. those who dont have a hp may ask their parents to buy them one. this heavier the back of parents to work harder. some ppl are still using keypad-phones but but not smartphone.

key-pad type does not mean useless, still we can text , call, capture photos, videos, online, play mp3 and videos and so forth.

but that is more convenience to have a smartphone.

old phones are thrown aside to have new. wastage of materials may increase.

not only hps..

ipad, tablets, laptop and the other high-tech eqps will be soon become popular among teenage.

to have money to own the eqps , they may involve in bad activities just to own them. social cases may increase.

they might oso go and have a part-time job. and this may effect their study.

the price of these high-tech eqps may have a rise in demand and may effect the marketing and economical stability.

samsung galaxy series, sony ericsson , and apple are all from foreign country. those Msia made eqps mayb thrown aside.

Hill hike

This week , we were all busying planning for the hill hike activities.
bus was a trouble
many of those said want to go but too lazy to find ways to hand in the form
i was just lucky to met one of the friends to hand in for me .
the bus was booked by o.
many things happened.
early in the morning, everyone excitedly met and board the bus to go to penang .
it was so fun and cold early in the morning near the jungle.
i told myself not to run so fast...
but then i was behind at first but then chased in front =.=
hills are unlikely to land...
the gradient made us move hard to overcome the mgsinQ
but then i managed to find a way to speed up but that is a little bit dangerous.
put foot on the small drain along the road and walk in the small drain.
really sped me up .
later on .. i reached the top of hill by 930.
1.5 hours from starting time.
i managed to get cert and lucky draw coupon
i told myself to walk with those girls ..
but then ..
i grabbed the chance to train myself instead of socialising..
i need training for how to communicate pls ~~~ T_T
i dont like to talk and deal with ppls , but myself have the skill on how to deal with ppl.
i needed a medium to transfer the idea.
thus.. i was known as the ppl who only know how to talk but no actions taken.
when i reached the top of the hill, the air is so cool ,felt so refreshing.
yet.. the panorama scene was blocked by haze..
argh....
waited for 30 mins, another few friends came.
ate something at the same time wait for others.
more and more friends reached.
ate delicious char koay teow after tiring race.
someone called....
got some of the friends are still at the middle.
stucked caused by the mgsinQ overcame their forces on the knee and body weight.
omg...
i told the ppls not to be cheh gong.
but then they scolded me that i was the only one who cheh gong.
they str8 ran out and go down to meet
after eating and resting and solving.
i decided to walk down.
they reached 4.x high.
easily i could met them.
walked with them until nearly the end..
heard that it was lucky draw session.
for the EX5 motor lucky winner...
0..
4...
6...


my heart beats very fast

FIVE
my heart sank and cracked."piang!"
my number was
046Four.
WTF?
so d@M lucky.
after resting . we took cable car down to the hill. they were all tired.
those who str8 ran down jz now ...
BIG troubles..
4 become 3 + 1
all not stick tgt.
haiz..
after that .. waited for rapid nearly 2 hours ++
chatted with a pair of taiwanese couple tourists.
bag pack travel to penang for 3 days.
told them some interesting places...
quite ashamed that i not really know penang places.

afterwards we gone to First Avenue.
that fucking uncle of bus..
scolded us .
actually it was his fault becuz he didnt ask.
had sushi king as lunch and back with that fucker's bus.

As conclusion, learnt a few lessonsss.
sorry to o & c.
as if i was not the person who talked and dint take action,
u all will not kena scold and all these will be better.
i am actually a person who likes to order and let others to work.
talk but no actions.
i admit this .
as if that i gave up the prize and pride of winning
mayb that all the friends will not be broke up and separated
everyone will reach the hill happily and ended the day.
lastly,
the relationship of 利用&被利用
should be fostered to handle those old men and women.
zha fit ppl should handle those ppls who tot that own are so powerful.
u said u were the worker of the boss and u listen to ur boss, bcuz he/she pays u.
and i pay ur boss for ur service.
now who is the zha fit yan ?
thank you uncle for ur lesson.
sorry uncle for u wasted ur time urself with ur own mistakes.
good bye becuz wont see u agn in the next service.

XXX

wow. .. never tot that i will have such an open mind ...
talk about sensitive issues at this age with female friends ? =.=
now ... i have changed into more talkative..
i can involve in any of the topics ... with girls ......
good try and good improvements ~.~  .

all the sensitive topics started today was bcuz "tanjung's incident"
heard the ppls say ...
a boy and a girl quarreled and the girl slapped the boy ...
then soon both of them went into the toilet...
ppls passed by could hear their sound ..
somehow like f-ing ..?
really .. that both of the main characters have diff behaviors after that and the days after..
omg ... ?
moreover ... that day was the boy's bday ..
the girl slapped him mayb jz bcuz he asked for XXX ?
but then the girl might be feel sorry to slap and reject...
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我再次失败了。。
原因是？
懒的想了。。
至少我知道我该做些什么了。。
别人的父母在怎么严肃。。
至少少不了该给的鼓励。
没有该有的后山
那么就得靠自己了。
或许我真的身在福中不知福
但
我仍然决得自己比较适合孤独吧。。

人心难测
在挑战之前
不知何人散播谣言。。
有损我的名誉
尤其在我达不到目标时。
错过了一次
也不再有机会。。
机会来了真的需要好好把握。

难以形容。。
只是知道自己该做些什么东西了

Rained-saturday . short period of act

Disappointment has been part of my life.

i used to think things perfectly .

Regretted.

I tot that the troop will be fine ..

i will help the leaders and the troop..

but i really cant accept someone who are weak in leadership skills

what will i get if i really against them with some soft ways 

which is i will give my disagreement with somethings that are non-logic ?

surely get boycott one day. 

I was too proud.

wondering what made me changed 

冲突

一再地与人发生冲突。。
为什么我变得那么的不冷静。。
脾气很坏。。
是我自己的问题？
还是他人的问题?
我真的不会和人沟通。。
比较习惯自己一个人。。
但是长大了知道孤军作战不适合现实生活。。
所以呢？
该做些什么？
只是最大的迷惘。
Troubles
Without
Endurance
Never
Triumph
Yet
we
Should
Endure
Clear
Objectives
Never
get
Disordered .

But now , i dont haven objectives and lost endurance.

下雨天

今天是F4/1A考试的最后第二天。。
以往一样。。在考试的那个星期我也会照常上补习。。
学校考试。。是个测验而已。。就只是做做练习。。
这成绩表着什么?

补习完后。。
正想着该如何回去学校。
遇见zeno.
他也是从学校步行来的。
和他一起搭上tissue的车。
tissue 说她妈妈应该还会记得我是谁。。
她妈妈看见我根本不认得。。
因为太久没相遇了。
也或许我的体型、面孔、发型等都变了。。
老了。。。。
说到我名字她就记得起
：鼎鼎大名的北海中华一校模范生。。当然记得。。
这句话使我有些惭愧？
我。。。
似乎已忘了那种感觉。。
那种模范生的感觉。。
我。。。
变了。。。
不堪入目了。。。
当年的模范生到哪儿去了？
成绩不如人。。
品德也不如人。。
知名度也不如人。。

我。。
还是比较适合活在自己的生活。。
在自己的世界里过着高高在上、优雅地活在那个世界。。
这世界就是我的思想。

被人瞧不起？
不被人看好？
不被人尊重？
不被人相信？
不被人信任？
不被人崇拜？

一句So What ?
这一句的含义有谁懂？
哪怕是再恶劣的情况。。
只要自己的思维、思想的权利没被剥夺就不等于失败。
我就是那么emo..
因为是为了警惕自己。。
让自己活在低落的生活。。
自己才会发奋向上。。

好久好久都没来发泄了。。

也因为如此。

可能心灵上的压力增加了。。

不是都会发脾气。。

2012年。。上了高中。。

水平与初中相差蛮大的。。

一开始真的掌握不来。。

差点儿崩溃。。

但我不至于那么脆弱

只是需要一些时间来适应。

在那当儿。

一些些元素有在我心里及脑海打转。。

不知道有谁值得我信任值得我去分享秘密。。？？

我已经是不敢再相信人心。。

天蝎。。。实在跟我内心很像。。

心花花。。非常容易动心。。

想再去尝试。。但又不敢。。。

挣扎中在做不出决定的当儿。

压力又从里边施压。。

不知所措。。

很想让它自己来找我。。

但。。我是男的。。