happy birthday bro

hey it has been 6 years we have know each other
we have been through high and low these few years
going through a lot of challenges together
yes we did quarreled argued and have different opinion
yet, still we made it through successfully
u r such a reliable person
and trustworthy
but at the same time
u give people the first impression: flirty
haha
it seems like
but i myself alittle bit like this too
maybe becuz we r scorpio ?
maybe that is caused by the blanks in the deepest part of our heart
we tend to search for some target that will let us bind onto them
so that our mind won't wander around
to look for someone or something else
at this age
it is normal for us to fall in love
even if it is not the true love that we are looking forward to
but,
never try never know bro
grab anyone that come first in yr mind
don't think too much on that
none of the decisions we made will be wrong
we don't know about that
instead it is caused by our own thinking
to make us feel that the decision is wrong
and be responsible with yr decision
never ever regret on what u have chosen
no one could change it for u
the fate is in yr own hand dude
whether to pick up now, later or never
i have no qualification to give advice or lecture u on love problem haha
i myself are facing such a complicated situation too
and i really dare not to make decision and make a step forward
because i have let them entered my heart before i make a decision whether to allow them to.
since they have became VIPS so i dare not to lose
as i have ntg else to gain
if u haven't look them as VIPs in yr heart
for a long term one
u have ntg to lose with a try or a step forward
only a person who has ntg to lose will make the right decision that suits him
as he is brave enough to venture which is the most suitable choice
last stanza of "He had such Quiet Eyes" :
love is like playing dice
though u may losing heart once or twice...
gamble for yr relationship ! haha


for yr studies,
i think that will never be a problem for u
u have one of the smartest brain around our friends
and u will never let anyone to humble u down
maybe except me ? =XX
work hard play hard
dont ever only focus on one point
the sharpest point could only make a hole on the strongest shield
but not to break the shield into pieces
sharpen every part of yr life and become a wonder over there
being chased after by all the lengluis and G@ys
anything else that u might need help
just ask
open-hands will be provided to give some help
though i donno whether my ideas are helpful or not

family comes first right ?
responsibility of the only son
never let them down by putting them aside
yet dont let the responsibility to burden u
responsibility must not be something that become a burden
instead it should become our motivation
u have a lovely family
and u are to maintain them
and create a clone for ur own in the future
for u future daughters and sons
but i am afraid that the number could make up a football team =X
u know...
u r a sex kia haha

dont feel too dry over there dude
and dont compare new friends with old friends
new life with old life
life goes on changing
u will never ever get the chance to old life
the only thing u can do is to accept everything that comes
letting everything that goes
dream big think big
dont let yrself be just a small creature on earth
but let yr ambitions to be big
and be someone big in the others'  life
future career
contribute to the society when u yrself have ntg to lose when giving the others some little benefits
dont becuz of the big ambition
and make yrself disappointed when u cant get to achieve it
ambition is a goal
no a necessary things to be achieved
as if all the goals have been hit
how will our life go on?
definitely we will keep on setting new goals and fight for them again
endless fighting
as we know..
we need motivation to stay alive
not just to be alive until the day has come
but make sure yr life is happy and contented one
or else i will never forgive u even if u r my close friend
appreciate everything u have got and be happy with yr situation

travelling around ?
wait for my money haha
u me dailou
three will do
i guess
or maybe our girls ?
family ?
Haha
3 will be better
freedom right...

i have ntg special to give u , bro
the most important and valuable thing i can give is
my heart
to keep u as my dearest friend

happy 18th birthday
dont luan luan lai i tell u =X
tahan abit.