Aim ?

Nowadays , i kena ppl shoot ...
during the hari sukan , ppl say i run slow bcuz a reason . becuz i no aim =x
i keep telling myself not to aim for girls. ..
as i prefer alone =]
i know ... that sometimes i would think about haaving gf during the schooling life .
and before we face the reality ...
i m a little bit afraid of falling in love ..
Tu Kar Yammie was a person who makes me feel interested ...
but afterwards i realise that i couldn't make it .
then i listed her as my daughter .
i prefer being friend than lover. =]
nowadays ... i have became more like to anyhow think...
wondering what should i do ..
and what should i choose.
gaming or studying ?
loving or alone ?
scouting or studying ?
omg ....
i don't know wat i want ...
bcuz all are important things for me
the only thing i could do is to be good at every subjects ..
right ?
bcuz i donnoe wat to choose.
be good at all ...
so now i aimed for ...
Gaming and studying ..
i have to manage my time well ...
a little for gaming and more for study ..
i think i should be single instead of alone =]
single means i still have the chance to crush or fall in love .
alone = ignore everyone.
scouting ... i will improve all my skills , test ....
everything is part time ..
aiks.... i wished to have a main course