The days after Pmr

life of a student without books is really a boring life lols.
as a student did not study or reading ... the life is really like wasting time all the while.
everyone relaxed after the govern exam finished..
no one tot that the study life that are going to be faced are more challenging and hard.
everyone just relax and played all the while .
at school , teachers all did not teach..
everyday the F3 students walk around, talk and play..
for me...
just after pmr, we prepared for the softball competition.
that was the first time i had a softball competition..
i dont even know what is the comp and how the comp run..
just try our best ..
can win thats the best...
without an experience..
we all just go to the competition and get bullied.
then after the competiton ...
no more preparation and trainings..
life's but a poor actor acting on the stage without applause.
nothing special happened...
everyone do their own things, play their own things ...
until the last day of F3 ...
it remains the same.
boys >> football basketball ....
girls >> tchit chat , chess , uno
and i was oso busy for the cocuriculum things ...
haiz...
and until the last ... i think that i am not relaxed and released from responsibilities..
i am still remain serious and calm -.-
feeling that i did not enjoyed my life since i could think rationally..
but i have been changing ...
now ... i now how to relax a little bit more than before..
now ... i could play and laugh with all my firends ...
but still....
i love peace and teamwork..
as the gang of our friends ...
if one of them is separated i feel not happy enough.
i want everyone to enjoy being together =]
soon, we finished our F3 life , preparing for F4.
the first week of the holidays ... i spent with my friends busied for co-curiculum thingys -.-..
quite disgusting ...
is it i should squeeze my brain for all those thingys?
shouldn't i left a little bit more time for myself too =]?
hehez...
rest more lah and then be prepared all the time..
challenges appear all the wile at any time any place..
this coming saturday is the marathon of penang bridge.
not sure whether i could perform better than last year or not ...
cuz i have not been training and using my stamina this year...
hope that i could just run happily as i wish and as i could ^^.
rest rest rest....