hot tempered nowadays

my sis went home last tuesday
and before that day
i was oways pekcek and hot tempered ..
reason
1.) the ah gua who is sitting beside me very noisy .
2.) my parents cant get wat i meant
3.) weather is hot

that ahgua = kaisen
He was a intelligent boy last time .
When he was F1 , he looks stim and funny with his 'hotdog' lips
at that time i just know his name and never talked with him before , just feel he's funny.
Every1 do think so.
F2 , he is same class with me . he is really funny and stim =.=
he was the class A.monitor OMG .. damn..
his homework seldom do , but at least got done .
in the class oso noisy noisy =.= talkative and oso jokes thrown out by him .
and i quarreled with him once for a idiot case if thought back .
that's just for a girl =.=
last time i argue with him.
hahas ...
F3 he sat beside me
omg =.= became more talkative
like hen's butt , never stop shaking
and oso keep sing .
i admit that his sound is really soft and suit for love songs .
but pls shutup when teachers are teaching
i everyday shoot him and he will just reply : " Sorry Lor ~ "
then until 1 day i feel that he's a bit abnormal
then the 2nd day he became sia0
then he told me his problems
he falls love on a girl in my class
since last year ..
and now he's facing problems
1 of our friends like the girls too
that's jingen - a charcoal boy of my class , darker than me , a good football player and oso a joker who never cares for his faces hahas .
then kaisen a bit dull . he dares not to tell jingen bcuz he dont want to quarrel .
but then he's dam suffering and keep asking me and be sia0 sia0
at the last , i persuaded him to have man's talk with jingen
and both of them have nothing happen just both cont to like the girl
the girl = Horlicks , a white pretty girl in my class .
then the following i lazy to care so much , that's non of my business =) .
but after few weeks , kaisen came and tell everythings to me .
and he became a lazy person , never do homework and oso like to challenge teacher .
he does not like teacher to scold nor says him yet , he was the one who made teacher focus so much on him , i am a little ashamed of my friend who was sitting beside me .
demerits , scold or anythings doesn't matter for him .
he thinks that the love is more worth.
he oways emo in class and my mood was effected by him.
pekcek sitting there
he was just acting patterns and lying himself .
that's puppy love .
i told him so but he refused .
he tot that he was so mighty to do so .
and soon everyone keep says him and ask him to become the kaisen b4
i don't know wat's horlicks decision .
i wanna ask but oso afraid to make the problems much tougher.
their problems is dam complicated and make me pekcek .
as i do not admit that their actions and decision is correct .
tat is not parallel with my theory and my thinking .

2.) my parents
they do not get wat i mean and i am lazy to describe too much to them and just pekcek and escape .
feel a little bit sorry to them as their son oways pekcek and nearly quarrel . that's why i rejeceted every invitation . i nid time to settle down my mind and change my attitudes to them . Sorry mum , dad , i nid some time... pls forgive me on everything that i have done .

3. ) weather hot
besides , my sis went back too. and she oways wanna use comp and she tot that i was pekcek-ing with herbecuz she used the comp the whole day and when i walked go keep act to stand up and wanna hand over . i dont like that . though i really dont like ppl to touch my pc too much as i have my privacy . but i lend her bcuz till now there isnt anythings important yet , just hope she wont see everythings and change my settings . then she keep ask me tot that i want she teach me maths. but i really couldn't get out so many time to ask . everyday back late in night . the weather is hot . at the bus stop i was nearly fainted there .
bus stop is one of the place where i can think my things ALONE .

Rest Rest Rest , relax mind and body , rest more . and soon will become better =) i think so ...