累了。。有点疲惫了。。

面对你我真的束手无策。。

我们或许是两个不同世界的人。。

我很珍惜和你的每分每秒。。

你对我来说可以说是一切。。

为了你我愿意牺牲学业。。

为了要和你同班。。

有关你的事都会关心一下。。

而这么一下下却给你带来了很多烦恼？

这些一点点的关心。。

让你很难呼吸？

没有自由？

你呢？

很想知道我对你来说是什么。。

累了。。

全身都是伤了。。

很多人都为我的牺牲感到不值得。。

也觉得这很愚蠢。。

我只是静静地。。

沉默地。。

这些对我来说是对的。。

也有点愚笨。。

但是。。

他们代表着我对这段没有回报的感情

付出的。。

你让我失去了最重要的东西。。

就是自尊和信心。。

没有了信心的我。。

不管做什么是。。

都为萎缩缩。。

不敢尝试。。

没有了自尊的我。。

每天都被人取笑。。

我不曾介意过。。

很多人都劝我放弃了。。

我。。

本身也有考虑。。

可是。。

却舍不得。。

我真的真的有点疲惫了。。

暂时想休息一下。。

请把我看作你的朋友。。

别再排斥我。。

这段时间。。

我会考虑大家给我的意见

平且常和不认识的沟通。。

和那些认识的多聊天。。

开放一下～

夜了。。

该休息了。。

也不知该怎么说

或许吧。。我们已经习惯了。。
你习惯了讨厌我。。我习惯了体谅你。。
可是。。
不管我做的什么事都是废的。。也都是让人厌恶的。。
对吧？
每一次。。看见你被人欺负。。
拳头握紧紧。。【忍】！
想要为你打抱不平。。可是有看你在那傻笑。。
也知道你不介意。。
进电话钱给你。。蛮多次了。。只要之前几次有反应。。
接下来的呢？
不知道到底发生什么事让我们变成这样。。
也知道人不可一直活在过去。。
应该往前看。。=）

不知所措

难道说喜欢一个人那么辛苦吗？
我重新写部落格是为了她。。
开始玩面子书也是为了她。。
我把我的很多第一次都给了她。。
第一次向一位女生说出心里在想些什么。。
第一次SMS那么多的女生。。
第一次让我破例。。没那么早睡。。为了和她聊天。。
无时无刻在想着她。。
什么都为了她的利益为先。。
结果呢。。
在我完全不知道什么是的情况下。。
开始对我冷漠。。。
难道我就像她所说的那么没有价值吗？
很多人都劝我放弃。。
而。。我却选择继续。。就算伤痕累累了。。
我还没放弃。。
给你。。你还会继续喜欢一个不喜欢你的人吗？
明知道没希望。。还有如此地固执。。
真是拿我自己没法子。。
难道我真的必须听朋友们的劝告吗？
我承认。。
确实有点累了。。。
有点像放弃了。。。
可是。。我却没那个勇气。。也不舍得她。。

Tired...

Today interview pl .. early in the morning kena pump 99 =.= then interview that time hand keep shake .. tired .. bo lat write le

Leadership

Leadership isn't only just know how to conduct ppl to do things..
Leadership isn't only just can lead ppl very well without panics..
Leadership isn't only just showing ppl that u r leader .. but make ppl feel confident to be ur members and oso comfortable to do works tgt with u as well.
Leadership isn't only just know to works that are hard and others cant do it .. u should teach ppl while working.
Leadership isn't only just be the leader and want others to listen to u . sometimes should listen suggestion.
Leadership isn't only just know how to manage but practical as well.
Leadership isn't only just how to do things.

偶需要勇气

每一次不管做啥事。。只要有关你的我都失去了勇气。。
当时的我根本没有男子气概。。
以前的我不是那样的。。
怎么面对你就是这种结果？
或许是你的冷水泼太多了吧。。
让我完全没有信心。。
每一次都怕你不爽而不敢做这做那。。
完全失去了主见。。
唉。。我怎么这样？？
难道她真的魔力那么大吗？
不可以再这样下去了。。

小学到现在

小学时三年级才刚开始认识你。。
一开始还很好。。直到你妈妈称赞我过后。。
一切变了。。
我知道你很了不起。。所以你有些骄傲
我忍。。
四年级还不错。。有讲话。。
四年级是我成绩不错。。赢过你。。
五年级很少讲话。。
六年级你越来越骄傲。。
我也不输你。。
到了老师选模范生候选人。。
老师选我没有选你。。
你失望。。因为你一直以来都很骄傲。。
认为自己样样都好。。
可是你还输我一点点
成绩我比你好。。
态度我比你好。。我没那么骄傲
体育我也比你好。。
你只是心算冠中冠。。
乐队我们俩都是鼓手。
还记得以前有一次课后补习。。
在厕所我开玩笑拿水喷你。。
你竟把我推倒在地上。。
我脊椎黑青。。
模范生 候选人。。
不是你。。
你失望和妒忌。。
你需要带人来BOIKOT?
我向老师提出我不想当候选人。。我不配！你才配！
我知道你认为我不配因为我曾顶撞老师。。
结果黄老师在班上大骂而且哭了。。
开始有人向我道歉。。
你只是在那边act cool
到中学也是
今天我会post 你因为你刚刚推了我。。
我是很记仇的。。

nothing do so blog

nowadays ... very lazy blogging ~

sososo many days no touch my blog le ..

only viewing others.

today i write is becuz >>>

yesterday .. 

jr call me phone her .

then she told me that about hang out de thing

i shiok tio cuz can go out with "her"

this "her" not jr =P

the other day ... i prepared ok le ..

mana noe 1 msg . 

JiaRou : Wei..tat cn suddenly dun 1 go liao .

OMG ! ._.|| 

quite disappointed T.T

hope nxt time wont happen again .. =)

No battery no energy

Today ( Friday )30 jul 10. My "battery" didnt come to sch . Why ?
not sure heard that her sister go indo gua.cuz last year she oso like this .
then i whole day no mood and no enrgy . Aiks
then kh that time teacher Tan S.K. taught me something ..
Math ... Kena !
Battery oso bring me luck huh ?
Last few times she here math teacher check oso i didnt tio this time she not here i kena cham cham
Kena teacher take pistol point zzzz.

2010 scout agm

Morning .. at first kaijian say that want basketball but he didnt bring ball =.= then they go cc leg . me just stand there and wait . finally got friends come dy .. chat chat chat and change full . come out terry give fall in omg ~.~ yuanlai want to run field . he lead siol . i havent ready he ald "squad" " squad sedia" zzz . then up and run . didnt prepared at all . then why he stand at most front ? i tot comander should stand at right corner ? then all members run like shyt =.= no follow timing and some run out bcuz shoes fall zzz . back that time kena pump 20 becuz of this . really sucks . kena ppl laugh and suan siao o0o ! Next time rmb to train .

then its physical station . 4 patrol and i am pl of patrol 1. assist of sheng hong .. 6 physical station . takul tali , wall , monkey , parallel , rope and tiang . regret lor . shouldnt let members go drink water . the station i want to go kena rampas dy fk . then i ma go rope climbing lor . eat so many energy .. next is takul tali oso use hand fuck!

my hand no energy dy then go tiang . 1st time . after ward fall in kena 20. then we 9 form 2 go take 2 canteen table 2 canteen chair and 30 class chairs. 3 ppl take 30 chair 6 take canteen de / we 6 ppl take kena KRS de ppl suan sia0 . BEWARE ! then after take photo begins the agm 

keep see they kena play . quite funny hahas. then taijun ask who want tl ! but tl ald say out is who . we ma play play hor kena 20 . eng kit de timing so funny . 1 up 1,1,1,1, 2,3,4,1,zzzz but no 20 oso lar hahas.

TL > Lee Wen Foo

ATL&QM > Ngan Yee Chern

ATL & DM > Yow Gim Lung

Treasurer > Cheah Kai Xian

Secretary & Tester > Khaw Zhe Wei

Social Leader > Khor Jun Hao

First Aider > Jia Chyuan

still got what ??

forget dy .hope these committee will bring us to bright future ...

but i think it is hard bcuz of oo

hate dogs !

wat the *toot* .. fking dogs today sport check ..
my 'gatsby' kena rampas T.T ..
luckily use gonna finish le .
this is the 1st anti perspirant i used .
sianz ... i morning got activity only got bring how i noe this time soo "lucky"
my cloth so busuk the dog still dare open up lols !
still rmb that my gatsby at clb campfire .. got a senior tot that it is wax then use go do hair
lols laugh till ~
fking dogs oways come call use tuck in clothes when we eating . dam dulan

Represented my feelings

http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=1372107987140&ref=mf

Funny

今天又在看到一位朋友告白了。。
哈哈他很紧张。。水不停地往肚里吞。。
下课了。。
他赶着去找她。。
要去告白仪式哈哈。。
结果是什么?
不知道
不是我不知道
而是她说不知道。。
我回到家。。
又在想了想。。
哦!!
对了。。
"你可以做我的女友么?"
就是这。。
以前。。
我好像没有说过这句话哦。。
=。=
原来。。
我一直都没有告白过。。
只是让她知道我喜欢她

another one changed .

many friends changed .
included her .. one of my good friends . huijing .
jealous & angers make her gone evil.
she , last time is very pure .. very good one .
now .. aiks ...
she even told me that she want to change club .
2 reason ..
one is too busy
2nd is she beh tahan
why ?

last time she even keep telling me that all seniors stick along huiying .
from that i noe she jealous
even though she didnt say out .
i noe she behshiok + jealous
for wat she want to think so ?
ppl teach her programmings oso for our team what.

one more day .. me and huijing go practise making robots.
one of the senior suan sia0 her .. say she just doing nothing keep sitting there.
omg she gone mad . keep behshiok.
then yesterday we just go for 1 hour ..
the senior come find her and talk to her..
zzz she is so evil..
from her face ..
didnt say anything ..
bending down her head.
CHANGED !
she now want to leave us .
aiks ..
why is her like this ?
she cant tahan for now .. how is she going to face the masyarakat ?
that is more worse.
trying to calm her down but failed.
she made her decision.
u decide to do this dont regret ~
u should learn to face.
just one hit ald ko u ?
i was so disappointed .
ppl suansia0 me i just tahan and return it back
u tak boleh tahan for only one time ?
if u see this i dont care .
these are for ur good .
u really want to leave robotic and the team ..
i dont care .
depends on urself .
just hope u dont easily get affected by others.
few words ald beaten u

Aiyo...

aiyo .. today anitha changed my place ..
sit beside her..
so paiseh dont know want do wat ..
dont noe want say what...
zzz
i just act act .
then.. anitha went out ...
she come and find me ...
get shocked ...
aiks .. yuanlai is want me change back.
ok lor ...
listen to her =)

so long never dy lols .

1st week after holiday ~~
my heart still at penang chung ling ...
hahas.
thinking of the gathering ~ our performance ~
dam shiok . wish to go for more performances
i want dance ! i love dance ! neither culture or modern.
dance is very fun .

5 days of sch days ..
just like this lor ..
get exam result ...
study ..
chat & jokes with friends
seeing her ..
teachers ~

days pass very fast
soon it reached friday ..
omg its d@m busy.
morning activity ..
early in the morning woke up ..
bring along many things .
clothes . pants shoes ...
for wat ?
aiks have to stay overnight in sch
why ?
for wen yu wan hui lorh ..
we are the one who is operating behind the stage.

slip written that we are only allowed to come out from the class 6
but .. we ponteng xD .
5pm ald out then walk here walk there..
doing nothing .
wonder why others so like to ponteng .
nothing do.
maybe they felt proud as they are heros ?
how about kena catch?
very boring lar ..
prefer stay at class .

5.50 go back class take bag. then we go canteen
afterwards we go find other friends which havent come..
met them at a-b block there. they told us that aileng want to see us
cuz we come out before the time written on slip
wth?
we get scared .
at first i not trust but see their face so serious .. really pro actor
mana noe one of them laughed
knew it ! PRANK !

then we all go change clothes and go eat .
then start cai pai .. aiya train so many times liao should be ok de.
then night .. we go makan at guanseng
then back for training again
wa... man hong sir there .. so scare >.<
luckily no tio lor ..
then night we stay over night ..
hehez
we play badminton ..
at ard 2.30 am .. omg got guides come ? is keat hua guides leaders lols .
our seangwei sir de gf .
then we cont badminton .. 5 am walk out pi makan roti canai.
6 come back all sleep liao
so many mosquito how sleep =.=
they sleep till like pig
i go play badminton again xD
then who night didnt sleep tio

morning 7 i back home liao
at there do my robot.
zzz cant even pay attention keep want sleep nia.
at first my sis gonna go convo at 10 and i go sch at 10
zz luckily she go with her friend
so i can sleep
i go sleep from 10 to 12
2 hrs nia .
then go sch robotic
then 2 go cai pai again .
then like this 2 day pass le
night wen yu wan hui ..
same as trainings nia .
but not same is 1st time i entered tiong hua room xD .
go in take chairs ..
so paiseh. she is inside

the other day is sunday . i sleep till 3 only wake =.=

朋友~你自由了

我不想再用我的固执来绑着你的自由、你要我做些什么都行。。

但唯有不能抹杀我的爱意和感情。。

我愿意。。

我愿意还你自由。。

你有你的权力来选择你的伴侣。。

我会等的。。

我会把对你的爱意压抑在心底。。

但至少。。

可以把我当着是朋友吗?

别排斥我。.

~|朋友|~

做不了情侣没关系。。

但至少要做朋友

Exam week ~.~

Exam week starts from last wednesday . which is 26 of may.
1st paper , Geo & BC2 . geo .. okok lar not hard . BC2 .. my summary like shit 63 words at last not enuf time to redo . then the 5 choose one de .. i chose the teachers day de .. others so easy dont want choose want challenge . from last time till now i just noe write shuo ming and yi lun only =.= now is miao shu + ji xu .. really die .. write halfway hor my topic will fly till girl there lols .. then 2nd day is moral and bm2 .. okok lar moral ntg to read .. at the last out nilai and penerangan .. dont know do . bm2 not enuf time to write . ringkasan 6x words nia . pemahaman still ok .. then the 120 perkataan de quite ok lar . use many peribahasa , as 1 peribahasa counted as 1 word nia . then is 5 choose 1 . choose correct . i noe write de =) .. write write write .. 2nd para nia teacher say >> u have 20mins left . Shyt ? i still so many to write zzz .. my hand keep shaking ... finally ~ finished my 5 choose 1 . kapten hassan .. u have 5 mins left . walao .. i used 3 mins to write =) . friday > sunday is holiday . all the day playing -.- . my sis tempo back from kampar then my "room" give her back .. then i no place to study so keep on9 and play games lor . monday is komputer seni and bi2 . 1st 2 subjects is ready to die lar .. cant read de . plus seni our teacher didnt give enuf notes. bi2 still ok lar . tuesday . sivik sains 1 and 2 . sivik ? many to study .. but just read through enuf.. science not enuf time to study .. but C.S.Tan student scare what ? =X . wed. kh math 1 math 2. kh ... omg ... elektif i ok lar .. teras like shit . i focus on elktif nia .. teras paper hard till like shit .. math ... er ... okok lar . thx my sis to teach me .. thursday. bm 1 bi1 sejarah .. bm and bi nothing read lar .. sejarah..... 1st day touch book ar >.< .. GG liao.. lucky have ppl give me tips hahas. LAST DAY ! Kesihatan and BC . okok lar .. not scared =)

but .. results come out all pengsan

Sorry , but i love you

I apologize on what i did to you . which is disturbing u , wasting ur time ..
Sorry for keep looking at u in class
sorry that i have been snatched ur freedom
sorry that i keep jealous about u and ur friends .
sorry that i oways help u do somethings ..
sorry that i keep thinking everything for u ..
sorry for paying money for u ..
sorry for telling u that i fancy u last time ..
sorry sorry sorry ..
sorry of what i did to u !
Sorry ! sorry ! SORRY SORRY !

but all i did was just becuz i love u ..
but i bought a lot of inconvenience to u ..
but i dont think i was wrong ..

iS it do something for my loved one have wrongs ?
i dont know wat to do
i wonder ..
i did .. i did tot to let u go ..
sorry but i cant do this ..
sorry for my selfish action ..
i dont want to lost u ..

dont know wat to do now ..
border .. wonder ... lost my way..
keep studying to forget this

要/不要 、对/错 、爽/不爽

当某人要你做某些事时。。第一就是想想你要或不要，这是对或错。。
你爽你就做不爽就要拒绝。。
人必须学会拒绝。。不愿意去做谋事就要拒绝。。别让人欺压。。静静地只会让人
欺负。。
但是有时候不是说(对/错) 就能做决定的。。 还得情势。。
现今社会不是说正义和道德。。而是说权势。。
学校老师常说道德啊~真义啊~ 他们有做到吗?
老师仗着自己是长辈。。就认为自己所做的一切都是对的而忽略了同学们的看法。。

有钱有势有地位的人凭着家世来欺压别人。。
有职位的人会靠着职位来欺负他人。。
弱者就必须得乖乖地听话。。再不服也好都得忍。。
违抗他们的命令有好处吗?只会被针对。。
也因为如此。。那些之前被欺负的人到了自己有能力的时候也为了发泄而继续欺压
他人。。
就这样延续了这种传统。。强者是发命令的人，弱者必须听强者的命令。。
也就这样。。
所有的人都很不服。。很想早日到达自己可以发挥的时候。。轮到别人听自己的命
令。。
那些仗着权势欺压别人的人。。难道没想过有一天。。风水轮流转。。
在下一分钟从高高在上变成落魄不堪?当时别人也会这样地对待你。。被人侮辱。。

做人就算有了权力。。也不可以太过分。。
人要懂得中心。。适中就好。。

总结 >> 长辈和老师们别认为自己永远是对的。。真正的好人是会站在别人的立场
着想。。原谅别人的过失。。对人别太过分。。随时当我们失败是会被人报复。。
做别人的上层要做个受尊敬的。。而不是被人唾弃的。。受尊敬的话他们才会听取
命令和要求。。受尊敬是说会替他人着想。。但是作为一个上司不可宠坏下属。。
该严时就该这么做。

这篇文章主要是写给一个我喜欢的人也顺便提醒自己。。
她被老师欺负了。。老师骂了她也责备了她。。但只为了小小的一件事。。此外老
师也责备整班。。结果她苦了。。看着她哭红了的眼睛。。心里像被一把刀扎了。。
但是我们都不能做任何事。。我也知道她很想造反。。但是不可以。。这样算犯校
规。。也被记小过一个。。我也曾是受害者。。很了解她的心情。。只好忍气吞声。。


老师你错了。。你这次的举动实在让我们失望。。我原以为你是辅导老师会很了解
学生。。可惜。。错了。。你就因为这次的举动。。让大家不再服你了。。

TO 我喜欢的人>>
别在生气了。。再不爽也都得接受。。老师比较有权势。。
发泄吧~忘了这个不高兴的事务~

男生永远不懂的事

男生永远不懂，为什么女生会那么的依赖你，那是因为她把你当做她的唯一，最信赖的人。
男生永远不懂，为什么女生在你 给她打电话的时候会很生气，因为她想要听到你的声音，感觉你的疼爱。
男生永远不懂，女生为什么会爱生气，因为她只是想要你来哄她，回味你们之间的温存。
男生永远不懂，女生怎么那么爱吃醋，那是因为她爱你，而容 下一点你给其他女生的任何一点温柔。
男生永远不懂，为什么女生爱唠叨让你少抽烟，少喝酒，女生也知道那 可能，但是她担心你的身体。
男生永远不懂，女生怎么那么多的眼泪，那是因为她将所有的委屈都化做泪水，而把所有的温柔都留给你。
男生永远不懂，女生愿意为你东奔西跑、为你做很多事，只是因为爱你，而并 是为了显示自己比你强。
男生永远不懂，女生会在很晚的时候打电话给你， 是 信任你，只是突然很想你，想听听你的声音。
男生永远不懂，女生会想要知道你的一切，想为你分担事情，那是因为她只想要自己是你最亲密的人。
男生永远不懂，当分手来到时，女生那坚强的语言后面是多么伤的伤痛！
男生永远不懂，分手后女生 是 痛，而是痛到连看到你就会无法自拔！
男生永远不懂，女生的爱是那么深。一旦爱上就 能自已。隐瞒的那么深， 要带给你困扰！而自己哭泣！
男生永远不懂，女生的爱！女生的爱脆弱又坚强， 要欺骗玩弄感情。女孩狠起心来是 要命的。
男生永远不懂,当你说 爱她了。她 会缠着你。只要你快乐，她愿意放开你。
男生永远不懂，女生在分手后那笑的背后有了多少的悲痛！
如果爱，请深深的爱她，对她负责，给她一生幸福。
如果不爱，请不要享受她的独爱，放开她，让别的男人来给她幸福。
要挥霍爱情，爱情挥霍完了，就会挥霍了她的生命。

Nothings gonna change my love for u ~

it's real hahas .. last few days very hurt and very confused .. but now .. nothings liao ^^ i know wat to do x3

Everything will just be fine as if we think positively .. Time will settle for us .. But, Dont think too positive .. too positive = escaping

她的魔力

固执的我一旦疯了什么都忘了，不顾一切。。
什么话也听不进。。
但只有她的话能够影响我。。
她的一句话。。
足以让我放下一切切。。
对他的不满都忘了。。
再多的不满和埋怨都不见了。。
所有的事都解决了

Think positive & be happy

Sometimes .. when we faced problem .. dont disappointed and regret and make conclusion early..
yah it's true ..
when u face something then u said urself unlucky and suey siao.. then everything will be suey..
if u think it's nothing then it will be fine..
don't conclusion early ..
if u say 100% wont happen that things .. sometimes it will proved to u that the things not 100% accurate .. in the other hand .. when u afraid of somethings and u confident with somethings which u think 100% wont happen.. just keep it in heart ..
and we should be aizaimaikia ! To exemplify .. like u want to somethings then u afraid and not dare to start ur steps .. then u wont be successful. as we learnt in kh elektif & perdagangan.
seseorang usahawan haruslah berani menghadapi cabaran dan sanggup menanggung risiko .
ya.. if u dare to face cabaran & risiko then u will be successful . 1st step was most important .
when u do somethings .. must be confident with ur own . dont afraid and dont ran away.. face everythings normally .
everythings oso came from our experience .. but unfortunately .. all of us once bitten twice shy and not dare to do again .. sometimes .. if last time we did wrong . we should think where we wrong and correct it .. then it will be a road for us to walk to our future ..

patience + teliti + confident + hardwork + brain = success !

Nothings gonna change my love for u ~

Now .. my aim was to do my things well ..
bother about u too much kena u say ...
dont want bother u my heart will pain ..
too bother u my heart more pain..

好想回到过去。。我已做错了很多事。。
看了你以前的blog。。还有一些和我们以前有关的事。。真的真的。。很想回去那时
候。。感觉真好。。当然。。不可一直往后看。。一定要望望前方的路。。再后悔
也来不及了。。回忆里的我们都保持着很好的彼此..但现在。。。

内疚+痛苦

没关系啦。。谁叫我喜欢你。。

不管有什么事发生。。那种感觉仍存在

Historical ~

last week starts ..
i everyday face black black ..
know why ?
1st .. i was upset .
2nd .. angry .
upset becuz her .
angry oso bcuz her .
upset is she never choi me .
angry is becuz he ..
kaisen made me angry but why ?
1st he dont know wat la ..
seems like challenging my eq .
did many things . then i str8 beh tahan .
then before the day i gone anger .
i ald tot le .
want scold ks wat and want do wat .
1st i tot is cold war .
dont choi him.
this for his advantage .
he told me he want be serious .
and with this he sure became serious de ..
^^ angry still think for ppl .. great ?

2nd ..
i dont want choi him becuz he seems like washing brains..
many ppls dont want choi me liao .

3rd.
still alot la lazy write ..

then cn seems angry ..
str8 come find me ..
many times ko..
although she dont know anythings..
but .. she say that all my fault siol ..
funny leh !~
dont know still dare say my fault ?
aiks.. disappointed >.<

suak lor ...
now i dont care anythings . lazy to cares too..

忘了吧~

当受到这么大的打击。。
我选择了逃避和忘记。。
从上个星期五开始。。
我把所有东西忘得一干二净。。
但还是存在于我脑海中。。
其他的我都忘了。。
脾气开始变不好。。
星期日整天都在玩电脑。。
星期一全部书忘记带。。
难怪书包那么轻。。

忘了吧~
忘记一切~

wanna challenge me ?

hey u ~ wanna challenge me ? last time i was fool and so i played by u ! now i am not an idiot anymore . i tahan ! u wait and see ! SO wat ??? closer pro meh ? C+B kia stay aside . i wont get effected

counselling 1

From one of the dialogue in "Prisoner Of Zenda" ..
Princess Flavia said that 'Yes, Rudolf, love is not all.....' to Rudolf Rassendyll.
Yes ! it is correct ! love is not everything !
Pricess Cinderela wish to say this to PhinShen :
' Yes, Shen , love is not everything .. You should not sacrifice yr future(studies) for her ..
you are not such idiot ppl .. You should not take this foolish action ! Yes .. i know u love her .. but u really shouldn't do this stupid things .
ok 1st ..
how if she really accepted u after u sacrificed ur result and future ? that time u dont have bright future anymore .. does she still wanted to be with u ?
Yes i know u really love her a lot... i knew u already took ur heart out ..yes no gain without pain .. there is no such things u could earn without hardwork .. yes of course u have to sacrifice .. but not foolish like this .. Just sacrifice and do what u should do ..
Yes i know u love CN .. but .. when u came to love .. u went mad and lost control . u should learnt to control ur EQ & IQ .. mind ur P's and Q's .. Dont anyhow get mad .. She is everything for u .. and so u should not left all other things alone . such as ur friendship ? ur job ? ( scout ) and ur studies ?
Fight for her .. yes , Fight urself for her .. means ?
Work hard and improve urself .. reserve a best LPS for her ..
Academic , sports , co-curiculum attitudes and all others !

ok counselling finish .
In a nutshell.. u love her but u shouldn't blindfold by love .. dont get mad .
Since today u should not feel sad of her .. why ?
CAuse now is u love her but she doesn't she oso has her freedom to do decision . yes u shouldn't force her .. u should do wat u should do as a fancier of her .. try to get her heart ? this is waht u oways do . yes correct but not by forcing .. wat i should do ?
Gifts ,
Carings,
protections
and many more .
ready to sacrifice something to save her .. but not future .

ok now are uawake ? i noe u still in ur dream .. dont worry there are still a lot of counselling class u will attend .
now just climb up ! dont be down ! Fight for her ! Fight for ur dream .

heart pain..

这几天胸口很闷。。
有时甚至心会无缘无故地痛。。
很难受
今天你哭了。。
虽然不在现场。。
也不知来龙去脉
但看见你哭红的双眼。。
心。。
武断端地痛起来。。
再次自责
明明想问。
但有不敢。。
真没用
听说你一收到
我的信息。。
会删除掉。。
不敢相信。。
我只知道
你没回过我。。
而且也对我很冷淡。。

好想。。
你别那么地冷漠。。
把我当朋友就对了。。
可惜。。
你选择逃避。。
我很想很想多和你接触。。
很想靠近你。。
但。。
失败了。。
不是你逃
就是我不敢
希望你看完我的文章。。
变得没那么冷淡。。

Why i was sad this few days ..

第二次为了你而落泪还好并不是哭。。很内疚
我是不是很没用?
不能让你开怀大笑
不能保护你
不能帮助你
不管成绩或者别的都不能超越你。。
很内疚为什么什么也不能?
只能眼睁睁地看着你受委屈
去年后面那个木板倒下来打到你
你哭了。。
我竟像木头那样坐者。。
我并没上前去抚慰。。
很自责。。
虽然你原谅了我。。
但是我仍然忘记不了我的过错。。
过后我们去图书馆。。
很想向你道歉
但你逃走了。。
当天晚上。。
我泪了。。
那一个星期五
永远都忘不了。。
那天晚上的补习。。
老师很幽默的。
我竟然笑也不笑。
很多人都被我那副脸吓坏了。。

这几天。。
我那副脸又来了。。
开始想起以前的一切一切
对你的过失。。
和你曾经经历过的一切
比较起来。。
为什么现在的我们不同了?
变得比较远了。。

这几天。。
我疯了。。
EQ再也不受控制。。
喜怒无常。。
一时笑。。
一时生气。。乱发脾气
一时苦。。
一时冷静。。
一时沉默不语。。

那些以前的事都用上心头了。。
有时会觉得。。
胸口闷闷的。。
很想很想有将功补过的机会。。
很想有一次祢补的机会。。
但是。。
最近对你做的任何事。。
都被你推倒了。。
想帮你付钱。。
反而被你讲。。
不管什么好像都不再是好的。。
不知所措。。
不知道能做些什么。。
我会尽力的。。
我不会又再眼睁睁地看着你落泪。。

那些以前的事都用上心头了。。
有时会觉得。。
胸口闷闷的。。
很想很想有将功补过的机会。。
很想有一次祢补的机会。。
但是。。
最近对你做的任何事。。
都被你推倒了。。
想帮你付钱。。
反而被你讲。。
不管什么好像都不再是好的。。
不知所措。。
不知道能做些什么。。
我会尽力的。。
我不会又再眼睁睁地看着你落泪。。

现在最重要的是振作起来。。
别再这样下去。。
每天无精打采地。。
但是有什么东西能再次刺激我这座冰山?
希望你能帮到我

No mood ..

why must they do like this ?
why must they do this to me ?
Why why why?
really really no mood ...
really really upset ..
Lost my soul ..
Lost my way ..
No more energy to face that all kinds of idiots ..

Hope can have a good rest before a war happen ..

Gambateh

Nothing will defeat me !
dont defeated by such little things .
Tahan and return when it's time .

changed place...

Sad..
but i could do nothing.
Dull..
Make ur pattern.
Happy..
cant even smile.
Angry ..
Scared others.

why ? why ? why ?
why have to change our place ?
From being so near until so far ..
What u want more ?
Tot that we could really pay fully attention by this ?
NO ! i couldn't even stop thinking of her .
My mind was very blur ..
Nowadays..

Very very fan ! Frustrated !
Why?? why are the ppl in this world have to do these ?
Why cant they stop throwing stones towards me who fall into the well ?
Just wait ! i will show u . ! By using my feet and my hands !
I will climb over everything !

I couldn't kihiao nowadays .. sososo fan.. !
I gonna mad ..
And i finally been mad today !

what am i fan-ing of ?
that girl of course.
the only girl can effect my emotionally successfully.
Why ? Dont know ..

my mind now full of questions mark and curious and pekcek .
Hope someone can save me !

dream really came true ..

my 1st dream which is anitha change our place came true .. but .. not sit beside her .. was a he !! hate that T.T .. all sit back to the original place ... >.< .. and .. last time i so hard call hadi change me to sit nearer to her ... but now became so far apart liao ..
Teacher a .. i dont want change place lar ... But lucky .. still can see tio her ..
hehez.. really hope teacher will change me to the seat nearer to her ... aiks ..

Dream .. hope it really comes true =X

Ah~! Followed 2 days dreamed about her . Both oso she sitting beside me .. Omg .. 1st is anitha change our place and i sat beside her . that time we both very shy and dont know want to say what.
2nd is on the way to somewhere else .. she and i sat together at the bus .. very shiok and we keep chatting .. then .. most kuazhang de is the scene changed to she fetch me home =.= .. dream oways so kuazhang ...

So shiok .. if we can really like my dream so close then great =D ..

我可以很自私地要求一些事吗?我希望能多与你聊天。。虽然不能如同往日。。

2-4-2010

2200 .. called her .. but she didnt picked up .. or closed ..
2201 called again .. she picked up .. scared me .. 0.41 .. which is 41 sec of talks ..
Aiks .. 1st time leh ... so nervous

stupid teachers

idiot la teachers .. ok now let me start with math teacher.
She was so so so ....
that day .. the toilet suddenly came out very strange smell .
then we all laughed ..
then she suddenly scolded us
say our IQ high no use de .. EQ low oso same nia ..
MY HEART : teacher, ur EQ very high meh ? everyday come in nia tio scold ppl and angry ..
u everyday come in get angry = EG high ? small things nia tio angry .. GND LAR ~
then chinese teacher oso same .
Everyday get angry nia .. everyday so such a lame and childish activity ..
then scold scold scold ..
why all the teachers like this one ? tot themselves correct .. then all students wrong ..
TEachers very pro meh ? elders very pro meh ?

中间

有时候当双方要求你在两方之间挑选一个。。
那么我觉得当中性人最好不过。。
要不然你要选择其中一方然后互相对立。。?
中性也就是代表说两方都支持
或者两方都不支持。。
中间虽然是最难做的
但也是最安全的。。
当然这只是一些事情可以这么说。。

爱情就不能这么说。。
因为爱情只允许2个人。。
所以。。

Feel of Fancy 2

She was very beautiful ..
made me wanted to see her everyday ..
She was fully filled in my mind ,
my mind was full of her ..

Thinking her everytime ..
Missed her when just a day didnt saw her ..
Sometimes she made me happy ,
And sometimes she made me upset ..

Whenever she made me happy ,
i will smile from my heart ..
very very very happy ..
and sweet as well.

She said she dont fancy me ..
and wanted me to give up.
i answered: wont !.
i wont give up !

Whenever she laughed ..
i will follow to smile ..

Working very hard to become active ,
taller
&
braver !.

She was the most important to me ..
i would like to sacrifice myself ..
just for her ..

She was just like an angel ,
who melted the iceberg in my heart..

When face her ..
my heart would jump very fast ..

Nothing gonna blur my mind anymore ..
last time many things confused me ..
But now ,
Not anymore !

Now my feel of fancy towards her ..
increased more than before.
when she closed to me ..
i will be very happy and anxious

I LOVE U !
AND I WISHED TO GET TOGETHER WITH U !

31/3

REcess time , she , as the cleanliness incharge have to stay in class as usual.Last time i saw her walked out from class then i oso go down dy .. Today finally i know is she go return book. Today me and kaishen stay in class too. we joked and she laughed.. so happy as i can get close with her . then after the teacher checked she wanna close door dy .. she used her hand touched my back and pushed me out. cant say is push , but just slightly push me out ..the slightly touch straight touched through my heart . i was so so so ... dont know how to say .. just ki hiao , then i keep smiling ..

so happy ~

Today , i was so so so happy ..
Thx ks .. ^^
She ....
Yeah ~ !
now bo eng post yet .. wait tmr or weekend

~|HAPPY|~

Bad...

Snake king a ..
u kaki eat snake ald very lo heng liao ..
Then still dont want give co-operation ..
Is it we very pro ?
Wat for u go and laugh others ..
Today one of the KPA member come and find me and says that u laugh him..
Now ppl all behshiok scout liao ...
omg=.=...

1st time marching comp

At first they said wanna take part in frasa .
First is the num of members .
2nd lack of time .
so canceled =.=
then two days before marching comp . we then informed that we will be participate in basic.
Didnt have time to train lar =.=
So morning 8am start . night 8pm back . thursday and friday .
morning 2 hr night 1 hr
total up just trained 6 hrs.
Today was the day of competition ..
Everything not done yet =.=
many mistakes
during competition ..
Squad ke kanan belok !
But the ppl infront go kiri .
So we have to follow =.= .
Comando str8 tio chuak have to find way to check back the place ..
But at the last cmi ..
so we kns ..
When i said that is he did tht horrible mistake .. he refused to admit and blam that the senior beside him was wrong
actually bothj of them did the mistake at the same time ..
Forget it ..
then closing ceremony .. stand till my leg patah liao =.= now cant move .
We get the 1st one !~(counted from behind) =.=||
Nvm la .. see others unit .. all trained for so long period ..
we just 2 days .
Plus they everytime activity oso marching but we didnt .. we everytime oso station .
Nvm .. Next few years we will be doing the best performance 54th scout had ever did =)
Gambateh ~

Woots

today .. sososo happy .. i wanna pass a pack of biscuit to her ... but my hand was too short =.=
then i pass to sheenyee who was beside her .. but .. i fell =.= .. myself oso didnt realise .. then she keep laughing liao. maybe this was 1st time myself made her laugh ^^ .. First while i finally success . =) since that .. my xin qing so good =) .. keep smiling ..

oh Yeah~

This few days .. i was so happy xD.
dont know la .. maybe "That" come liao emotions cant control =X Jkjk
I oways ki hiao .. kosong oso know that ..
Sleep that time .. i will smile and then fall asleep ..
Hehez ..

This few days ..
When i looked at the world .. it was so different than before..
Everything looks fine and wonderful..
Why am i so happy ?
And what made me so happy ?
who made it ?

Hehez .. there is oways the only one who will make me smile like this .
why and what she did to make me happy ?
Of course she dont know and others too.
Lalalalas~
Keep as secrets 1st ^^
Let me enjoy it for longer period =X

I now typing oso will smile ..
Aiyoyo..
Sosososo shiok the feel ...
Like this a little things nia i ald ki hiao till like this ..
Then how if there's bigger case ?
I str8 go to the hell =X

Nowadays ..
Every bad things oso become nothing .
Pekcek oso wont more than 5 mins ..
Think tio that nia tio smile ..
My parents oso tot i ki siao ==

Hope it would maintain for a longer time ^^
God bless me :)

after campfire~

Aiks .. hope that i was participant but not helper ..
ppl enjoy but helpers all security ..
the 2nd day of campfire ... have more ppls come ..
CLB krs , pa , bb , kp and bsmm
kerian scouts , st mark pa, and many more ..

CLB KRS's madam tell her members : The best supporter we sure get de !
LOL ! at the last just get Girl's ironman =X
So siasui .. pls dont make a loud announce before u get it ..
u tot urself very very pro ?
another one to laugh ... backwoods and modern cook ..
backwoods others ald gonna finish cooking ur fire still havent done ? omg ? >.< modern cook do till like shit .. furthermore .. Totempole learn ppl do smoke effect .. dont know do dont do la ... few mins after presentations straight "Totempole burning" .. we all at there sing : "Somebody call 911 ~ There's totempole on burning ~...." and hor i was a stationer of the arrow shooting station of the ironman comp... KRS keep trying to cha dui and i saw that they didnt kena but they keep say that they ald kena .. WTH ? so wish to do so ?? Moreover ... the last day of preparations for campfire ..they jio us to dance with them wor .. tot themselves very pro .. mana noe they dance till like a shit ? sounds big but results lost 99 la ~ PUI! pls dont so lc .. sitll call orkestra cina wear ur clothes come play drum ? Next ... say some scary things .. So cruel to see that .. before the campfire night .. all the troops prepariong to hang on their banner .. one of the scout troops have ppl injured ,, if not wrong is the golok from the tie jia fall down and kena his ear ... bleeding until his white cloth became red .. Yer ... i keep at there pray .. hope that he was fine ... freedance ... pa and krs seems dont know do that gua .. cuz they didnt have these kind of activities before .. and hor pls dont tot that scouting is such a senseless things to do .. we got camp and freedance .. before that tot u all say not fun de ? now still say sibeh fun ? funny ... >.<|| kesian .. i didnt recognise other troops de ppl >.<
we are helper and we seldom interact with others ...
HElpers = maid = dogs ..
keep call us do this do tahat .. last day oso dont want let us rest although tomorow sch reopen.. wont we felt tired ?
everytime call us do this do that .. but u all sit there chatting and play .
and hor the work and things u didnt jiao dai finish .. how we gonna do ?
system got problem !

whole holiday was so bored .. everyday go preparations or robotic .. nothing special .. wished to play badmintoon but cant .. didnt have time ..

whole holiday never chatted with her ... Aiks .. why the time pass so slow >? her phone lost ? if it's not true .. i think this should be the way she try to keep me away. Aiks .. everyday go 2c2 curi tengok .. and the only nice things is i met her on 16/3 and 17/3

17-3

today hor quite behshiok .. morning go donations .. afternoon stationers preparations .. so pekcek .. say 3pm back but until 4 still dont let us back ? call us cont do ... do nid rest meh ? tot we what ? robot ?

preparations for CLB 19th annual campfire , 12th skill comp ..

Preparations ... omg >.< everyday 8-6 .. become so dark.. quite good learnt how to ikat balak =.=|| .. sososo tired.. sat till sun of the next week .. didnt even have a day to sleep and rest ..

gadget building didnt have any pekcek things .. just behshiok the ppl who lcly say til himself very pro and press me down ..

injured whole body .. especially muscles ..

烦恼和压力是不会带来好处的。。
必须勇敢面对挫折与挑战。。
尽全力来面对。。
事实就是事实
再也不会改变

问题、挑战、挫折
是上天安排的
只要战胜这些
就是成功的到来。

自己的缺点是上天赐给我们的第一个挫折
尝试改变自己是上策。

所有事情都掌握与我们的手中
只是看我们如何面对

加油吧~!
无须胡思乱想。。
别伤心
别难过
别自卑

前往成功!

Forget iT ~ forget everything ~
Jz rmb who u r ..

love is such a things that makes me suffers alot ..
Everyday thinking of that ...
Exam , schling .. sleeping ...
i was wondering .. am i really have to face this kind of fade?

Aiks

jealous !

Jealous of him and her ..
so close >.<
i wish i could like this too T_T
can make jokes and can comfort the feelings..
can make all the ppl laugh ..

i wish i could like him ...
make her laugh .. when she was dull..
sometimes his action was over dy lar .. nearly touch tio =.=
aiya phin shen a .. dont think too much ...

they just frn...
although u think that ..
just forget it..
as what u said.
is u fancy her .. not she fancy u

found new aim..
Study for her, study for myself.
Be taller.. for me and her
Train so that i can become strong
Train ur physical and mind and ur heart
Fight for her .. For ur future..
Not to cry
Not to think too much
During this period..
Pls prepare wonderful's ps

GAMBATEH !!next week exam dy .. Study bah ! Dont think too much..
Just work hard.. CHIONG ARGH~!~!~!~!
i will be having good results
i will be strong enuf
i will not think too much
i will give more an quan gan
i will more active
i will laugh more and not cool

PS ! RMB THAT

Wonders...

tuesday night .. without any reason .. suddenly she told me that .. last time she said zhan shi fancy me .. now canceled.. no more..
Why?? why suddenly like this ?
This... made me cant sleep for the whole night.. and i started to think this think taht ... Maybe that was just my illusion.. maybe i think too much..
Issit she has new fancies?
Aiks... dont want think le .. HEADACHE !! cant sleep well for 3 days .. 1 day cant even close my eye.. at sch i keep close my eye .. hold my hand thightly ... think tio nia tio shake head until i forget that .. close my eye and hold my hand tightly again.. Think POSitive.. it just last for 5 mins ... Haiz...

爱一个人不需回报

爱你是我心甘情愿的。。
我并不需要你的回报。。
也不想让你感到难为。。
你可以选择不爱我。。
但请别把我爱你的权力给没收了。。
我的要求不多。。
只要你给我机会。。
给我一个爱你的机会

Dont know why .. nowadays my mind kusut masai .. very luan..
She never reply my msg that night .. wonder and wonder and wonder ..
But at last i know the ans .. she went to sleep.. =.=
2nd day .. Dont know la ... our qi fen not like last time ..
this time very cool ... scared and disappointed..
i wish .. we can like last time .. chat non stop.. talk everythings..
I wish .. i can have a chance from u ...
I wish .. u can act dont know i fancy u ... so that wont paiseh..
Then we will like friends .. can talk and chat and discuss tgt..
And wait until i was taller than u .. and i will tell in fornt of u ..
I wish .. i will get taller earlier...
I wish .. i was braver ..
I wish.....................................................

Well.. everything i wish will not comes true ..
Nvm .. just keep it on ..
But i really really hope we can closer

PekCek ! 25-2-10

Haiz... His pattern i really tak boleh tahan ..
From the beginning until now ...
What she did to other girls i dont care..
But .. The only thing i cares is ...
Why he got seat dont want to sit but must go to sit beside girl ?
Especially her !
Why ?
Then say i will angry .. YA ! i will angry ! Then ? why dont u go awaY?
You tot who are u ?
Can do whatever u like ?
CALM CALM CALM ! This is what i tell myself that time .. but .. really beh tahan ..
50% exploded ...
i said : Why must u sit there? didnt u have a place?
OI Tiko Dont paksa me ... I dont wish to explode
i dont want to scold ppls
i dont want to fight with ppls ...
calm and clam and clam ~
Tahan and tahan and tahan

寸=qun

能寸就寸不能寸就不要忖，
有东西寸就寸没东西寸就静静，
存得起就寸寸不起就别寸，
别像有些人。。
寸不起也寸寸不起也寸。。
其实就像个空花瓶。。
外面讲到几美。。
其实内涵只是空壳。。

chinese new year

this year chinese new year so bored... didnt have the feel oso =.=..
quite bored la go relative house then sit there whole day and gambling ...
okok la got win some ~.~" but its such a good way to pass the time ..
but sit till pigu sakit zzz... haiz..

CNY.. every1 happy .. me ?
i was just sitting aside and think think think ..
maybe i was hu xi luan xiang lar ..

Nvm.. I will face them ..
i will defeat them !

烦恼

被爱的感觉是怎样的?
爱一个人的感觉有时如何?
天啊! 谁能回答我?
人们兼有感情但会表达的
又有几个?
虽然是非常非常的喜欢她。。
但是又不知道她心里想的是什么。。

YEAH ! Something saved me from darkness...

要记得是你喜欢她，
不是她喜欢你。。
所以你应该付出，
喜欢一个人所该付出的。。
而并不是她
她不喜欢你没关系。。
只要你记得你喜欢她就可以了。。
喜欢是一个人的问题。。
爱就是你喜欢她所付出的。。
你不能干涉她的生活
因为你不是她的谁。。
也没权力去干涉。。

爱是甜蜜的。。
不是苦的。。
在寻找爱得时候。。
或许是苦的。。
但苦尽甘来。。
爱一个人那么辛苦吗?
的确的。。
但需看你如何管理。。
如何保温。。

既然你爱上了她。。
那就轰轰烈烈、死心塌地地去爱吧。。
不需管别的。。
就算结果还是失败了。。
或者伤亡了。。
没关系因为你曾经如此地爱过她。。
没关系因为你尝试了去爱她。。
没关系至少受伤的是你不是她。。

去吧!去爱吧!把你纯真的爱心献给她!

Sad ....

haiz ... 当某人与某人在谈话是。。若他们在说我坏话。。我将会突然地听见。。不知是幻觉
还是真的。。之前有boikot的消息。。也是我听见的。。 过后才有人偷偷告诉我。。
不久前。。我听见她和她在交谈。。"这样的男朋友可以要咩?" 特别的刺耳。。过
后我认为那"男朋友就是我。。过后我觉得我和她越离越远。。。为何每次都是朋友
干涉的?好的是他们帮。。破坏的也是他们。。
Everything will just be fine if we think positive.. but think too positive
= escaping ..
我之前甚至有想过她对我是有好感 的。。but she says i think too much .. and
i feel so ..
ps lazy type chinese le .. so slow ..
dont know wanna how to say .. i just know .. myself was too tiny ..
too useless.. cant even help her do somethings..
i was not strong enuf ,, Juumping .. Pumping .. everything i tried ..
just for her ..
But isn't it heart is important than physical ?
Nono... everything changed ... Haiz ... I fancy her but she doesnt have
the same mind as me .. she dont fancy me .. there are somethings make me
sadder ... bcuz she hates to see me .. Fancy = 1 ppl problem . now is i
fancy her not she fancy me .. everything became so hard... i wanna help
but cant ... she not allow... wanna do something special to her ...
plan finished but think tio .. is she fancy me not i fancy her .. everything
just gone at once ..
dont know wat to do ...
aimless ..

Disappointed ~

Why am i so useless ? STUPID FUCKING NOOB IDIOT ! Useless~Shen !!!!!
why are u so short? why are u so soft ? why are u so stupid ? nothing of u can help her ... WHY ?? WHY ???!@! GOD CAN U PLS SAVE ME ?? GONNA DIE !

Angers ~ but gone after saw something ^^

oi fucking C+B punya teacher are u a stupid or an idiot ?
Call us to do such a stupid childish work ..
Sing a song i ald beh tahan ..
Furthermore call us do a Bookmark for u ?
PUI ! want bookmark do urself or go buy la ..
my CNY feel gone when i saw u ..
Fucking Sh!t faces .. And please dont do ur lanjia0 sound ..
Heard like a ghost yelling ..
y ur eye pa jia0 de ? Shooting who ? birds? OMG ! want talk to me but seeing kosong ... so funny ..
And hor the bookmarks to exchange .. are u teaching kindergarden ? pls.. pls ... pls ... u are a sec sch teacher .. dont be such a childish person pls ? could u pls be matured a bit ? that one is i did when i was kindergarden lar ... ur teaching method was fully like that ...

Disgusting ! ( all will say i tidak bertanggungjawab )

They all .. keep saying what my ex my ex ...
OMG .. i think thats not my EX gua..
Wondering why i will do so last time ..
Why i so terburu-buru ?
I shoul wait patiently .. Think carefully .. Its too late ..
Haiz.. Secara terburu-buru .. Last last last time ..
when i still a standard 2 kid ..
Ppl keep say she fancy me and say i oso fancy her..
The khabar angin .. keep making my mind blur ..
Until standard 5 .. still got ppl say so ..
Then i secara terburu-buru did something ...
Then after that ... i think that was just illusion..
Haiz ... tot too much .. as i started to plan my future since i standard 5..
then as my prediction.. and that was a dream .. all about my future ..
there is a girl too ..

Haiz .. dont want say dy la .. terrible past time ..
Now .. i finally wat is called a truely crushed on a girl ..
i really really really fancy that girl a lot ..
Sesal dahulu pendapatan, Sesal kemudian tiday berguna ..
Guys.. That "EX" which i dont recognised it as my Ex ..
u all want say what oso can but i clear with myself enuf ..
Who i fancy so much and who i misses when i was free ..

Useless..

I felt myself so useless ..
why? i dont know ...
whenever she faced problem...
i want to help her ... but i cant..
feeling and thinking to do so ..
but scare others will say her..

when she nid help ..
i cant help her ..
paste and hang things ...
becuz i was too short ..

when she kena bully ..
i cant campur tangan cuz they might be joking
and i must give her some freedom what ..
arbo joking oso cant meh ? NO FREEDOM

wanna to do something ..
but .. the only things delay me and make the chances gone ..
is my bravery ..
and.. she dont fancy me ...
scared kena shoot again >.<

i am so useless...
Too short..
Too soft ..
Too timid..
To stupid..

I AM AN IDIOT !

WHAT I NEED WAS CHANCE !
WHAT I NEED WAS TIME !
WHAT I NEED WAS BRAVERIES !

Why there is so many halangan ?
Haiz...

!~烦~!

bo xim....

Aiks .. bo xim study ... nowadays in sch keep dreaming .. thinking this thinking that.. looking her ...
Haiz... the teachers so boring la ... keep say say say.. dont noe what they talking ..
i everytime study or exam oso got aim ... now .. no aim yet.. seems 1A exam i gonna die till ...
Bo Xim... Bo Xim study .. Bo Xim tuition .. All oso bo xim ..
just wu xim to sleep ^^
why are the life so boring ? why ??
everyday do the same thing ...
no challenging at all..

dont know want to write what ..
just can write ..

BO XIM TO STUDY !!!

gonna happen something like my pri sch time ... HATE TEACHERS & DOGS !

X老师，我不想和你吵打哈欠有罪吗?打哈欠是因为累或闷或者头脑缺少氧气时头脑自
然的行动。。A班的态度?呸!Discipline进来的咧?态度是各人的。。学习?全部都是
为考试而读的。。要我和你交谈?好笑。。再怎么说到底还不都是老师永远对的。。
学生永远错得。。。和你交谈简直是浪费口水。。 说什么珍惜时间你分明就是浪费
时间。。跟你说对不起?为何要这样做?尊敬吗?你不配!根本不会教书。。我认为我
没错!!班长有写字条给我。。教我怎样讲。。或许附近的同学会觉得我固执。。包
括她。。没错为什么要道歉?小学的事已经让我对老师灰心了。。也使我学会对的就
是对的。。不需道歉。做错了才需道歉。。只要心安理得。。那件是到现在我还忘
不了。。这也是我会坚持不道歉的原因!
我非常不爽那些只会使人家丢脸的人。。他们往往认为这是最好的处罚。。但你们
有没有想过人的自尊? 没关系我能忍。。我的忍功是一流的。。 全部我都能忍除了
TIKO做的事!!
哀哉。。明天X老师将问的问题。。
X>> 怎样?这位同学你是否已经知道自己该怎么做?
STIM>> stim stim 地回答。。har ?
X>> 难道一天了你还半苏醒?
stim>> keep quite ..
X>>看来我们今天有要像昨天这样渡过两堂课啊。。
stim>>diam diam ...
X>>这位同学。。你不知道你错在哪里吗?
stim>> just stim stim and stand there ... ( 不想吵 )

第二个可能性

X&stim quarrel..
X>> 怎样?这位同学你是否已经知道自己该怎么做?
stim >> 老师我认为我并没有错
X>>为什么?
stim >> 老师我请问你你没有打哈欠过吗?
打哈欠有罪吗?
打哈欠是因为累或闷或者头脑缺少氧气时头脑自然的行动。。
A班又怎样?很厉害?
还不是有人因为discipline而进A1 的。。


( but sure wont happen la .. i will just endure )

~|FREEDOM|~

anythings on9 is freedom ! post things at blog is our freedom ! so please not afraid to post anythings ^^ get it ? just say what ever u want .. no ppl will blame u

Anti-TIko-ing ~

SI tiko !! i behshiok !
today so chamm .. formen have to take all the files .. i wanna stand up to help but scare she dont let ... so i stop and think awhile .. teacher call assistant formen stand up to help .. i wanna replace him de .. but then that si tiko stand up dy .. i press till pecah .. wTH !! Si tiko assistant formen oso havent stand up u stand up for what ? after that he tell me that he like to help ppls ( le yu zu ren ) .. LOL funny la .. u help girls only la .. what type of girls oso want .. u only help girls.. since when u got help boys ? find reason nia .. tikopek = tikopek .. cannot change the truth .. tell u dont be tiko infront me i sibeh hate that .. i behtahan of the actions.. and oso very disappointed with myself .. why am i so afraid ? why i never stand up ?? aiks .. i became very dull after that ..

~| P3k C3k | Hate tik0 |~

Adui ...

Omg ... Since when CLB got so many tikopek de ??
My Class have 1 .. He hor .. oways go kacau gal one lurh ..
Call he do things for us . will call till die .,
Gal say tio nia straight fly go do ..
And hor he everyday in class walk lai walk qu.. chat lai chat qu ..
All oso girls =.=
So TIKO !!
Copy things . he cant get then must lend from girls wor .. quite far .. dont know lend from me ? i was sittign in front of him nia =.=

Next it is our senior ..
is ard 2x yr old de graduated student ..
He hor everyday go to crowd of girls and at there so mesra ..
After sch .. keep say bye bye with girls ..
Then me and my friends pakat wave hand and say bye to him he straight diam7 LOLS

Then i behshiok de is CLB DOGGYS ~
why got human to be dont want must be a dog leh ?
So guai lan...
Stand nia call me sit down ?
my cloth drop out cant wait i eat finish a ? must do it now ?
just last few suap nia ..
and hor pls dont anyhow bark ..
dont paksa me scold u ..
Everyday at there do till lanc lan yong .. see liao oso eye red ..
Especially H the dog ..

失望。。

也许是 我不能忍了
也许我最近压力过大
也许睡不够
或者说我老羞成怒了
还是我变了。。
变得没有耐性了。。

你每天欺负人。。
你的pattern是在开玩笑。。
你也习惯了。。
见到人就是动手不动口。。
打招呼的方式太特别了。。
特别到人家不能感到你的真诚。。
只是感觉到痛!

我一再的忍耐。。
可能我比较有耐性
所以以前到现在我都不管。。
痛也痛一下罢了。。
但是你可知道
我也是人肉做的。。
并不是沙包。。
要怎样发泄都可以。。

你shoot我。。
我外表看起来好像没关系。。
心里却想着不一样的东西。。
你可知道在你个人的观念中。。
是有着大大的错误?
你个人认为。。
不一定是全部人。。
你可知道现在的人都是人云亦云?
你说什么人家也跟什么。。
结果咧。。受伤的人有是我。。
你可知道你做的一切有着很大的影响力?
你在她或别人面前说的。。
都不正确。。
你却自作聪明。。
认为一定对。。
结果咧大家都这样开始认为我是怎样的人。。
一人传虚，万人传实。。

我不能忍了也不想忍了。。
我已经开始对这世界上的人开始起了疑心。。

大家。。 请说出你们的意见。。
朋友是不是就可以毫无提防呢?
朋友是不是不会背叛你呢?
朋友是不是会伤害你?

我开始看到有人露出了尾巴。。
有人开始要背叛我。。
有人开始要伤害我。。
我原以为。。人是重感情的。。
但是往往有人因为权势而忘记
什么是最珍贵的。。
哀哉。。

现在我才发现原来忍气吞声
只会显得自己很没用。。
是懦夫!!
忍让只会委屈自己。。
在这种世上。。
有这种精神又怎样?
还不是被人看扁。。
从此别怪我无情!!
是你们逼我的!!

~Dissappointed of the world ~

To pengyou

be friends need be till like this ? i now quite behshiok wondering last time why i so frn with u .. there's nothing to talk to u .. Fine i noe i not ur best friend nvm .. i can live alone without you .. see u nia tio quarrel .. shiok meh?

To ( O )

do you know why am i confusing whether wanna in or not ? bcuz i dont want others say that i get post becuz of relationship.. at first i oso dont let others noe who was my sis .. i wanna get the post by myself .. with my own hard work .. i behshiok ppl po lp .. and i oso wont do that ..

feeling useless of myself

She , for me is something very important ..
Me , for her is something makes her suffer ..
I fancy her a lot but she didn't ..
I hope that i could do something for her ..
but i couldn't ..
I hope i can protect her ..
but i can't ..
I hope i can help her ..
but she didnt allow..

Why ? I jealous ..
When she chat with friends ..
She will smile and laugh ..
When she faced me ..
She didn't ..
Maybe its becuz i was too cool ..
I hope that she dont know that i fancy her ..
And we can chat and laugh like others ..

I hate myself ..
Why am a so afraid to face her ?
Why my brain hang when faced her ?
Why cant i jz like other ppls ?
Live without bordering ..
But i cant ..
My mind and my attitudes changed..
Since i was standard 5 ..
And since that time ..
I started to be a cool person ..
And this made others say that i am Lanc..
Everytime they say which part of me pro ..
I will replied " Ai zai la " in the joking tone ..
For me .. This doesn't meaned i was lanc ..
Its jz joking ok ?
But why ? their thinking and mine was not same ?
Dont say that ..

I hope ..
I can do something for her ..
Help her whenever she faced trouble ..
Dont make her suffer ..
I wanna be a brave person which dared to face her ..
I wanna be a active person .. like others ..
Noe how to jokes ..
I wanna protect her ..
But i cant ..
What i have was just a timid soul ..
Not only face her ..
Ask teachers question oso not dared ..
I was too weak ..
Physically .. i was too small in size ..
Mentally .. i was not brave enuf

I was trying hard ..
To changed myself ..
Hey girl ..
Please wait ..
wait until i fully changed myself..
To a perfect person ..
Which is brave enuf .. strong enuf ..
Brilliant enuf .. and active enuf ..

2A2

2A2 was just like the graveyards ..
Quiet... until u can heard..
The sound of Far aways birds..
The Sound .. of a needle fall on the floor ..

I hoped to in this class ..
As she was in the class ..
I hoped to see her everyday ..

2A2 .. every teacher tot that we very brilliant ..
and might skip some teachings ...
I wanna tell them ..
Although we were brilliant ..
but r u sure that all of us still rmb ?
all of us know ?

2A2 .. All oso guai guai student ..
All oso studying quietly ..
Why cant we jz like A1 and other class?
A1 .. the first class.. they got pia till like this ?
they are so active ..
Can joke and chat
Why cant we ?
Just like others ?
Chat and joke ..
Why must u all so quiet ?
tot A2 must pia ?
Must study harder ?
must fight till like this ?

At first .. i love A2 alot .. as she is there
now .. 2A2 .. U DISSAPOINTED ME
U MADE HER .. Dull .. and not active as she is form 1

Attidudes ...

aiks .. his attitudes made me quite beh shiok .. TC he so lc.. tot he get XX jiu pro .. then someone was keep bullied by him .. dance.. his pattern seems like dont know dance then act lai de ... pumping .. then keep saying me lc pula ? teach him when he do wrong say i qun .. i diam diam do my things say i lc.. wat u want wor ? when he talk .. he never pass tru his brain .. very hurt ppl and siasui .. he didnt respect elders .. joking till over dy ... then after TC we prepare for orientation .. keep take TBMB press me .. suansia0 me .. wth ? then call he do work say i order him .. and i didnt have post to order .. but its sir's orders what .. call he do work dont want do .. then eat snake ... at the last when its time for me to rest .. say i eat snake ? did he know what i did ? the amount i did ? then he snake that time call me do work ? what u want wor ?? i was a human cannot work for 24 hours w/o rest man .. what u nid to do was juz care attitudes and yr mouth . thanks .. i dont want to break the circle

20th tc ( 26 dec ~ 28 dec )

after a long period of preparation.. its the time that we await for so long .. the 20th scout and guides training camp .. My first time of training camp .. Everything havent done .. none-experienced .. everything berlaku secara tiba-tiba.. presentations .. all i have participate in .. then Backwood mans cooking .. ah.. learnt quite a lot .. how to make pancake , roti lilit and others way for backwoods .. the only didnt learnt was the way to make fire ..model making .. then we go for Marching .. as a commander .. quite anxious.. at the end .. nid to lapor but i forget =.= siasui.. night time we have night game .. i didnt sleep the whole night .. that night game so boring .. just walk walk walk i tot got some scary things .. CLB looks scary during midnight .. especially the clock tower there .. 2nd day modern cook.. this was wat i always preparing .. the recipe was mine .. i wrote it myself .. at the end .. everything CMI .. Gathering night .. dam happy and shiok.. have free dance .. when its our turns to present our modern dance .. so funny .. we all forget the steps .. then we go aside practise before present .. so lucky .. we did so many mistakes.. and the sound system in-charge .. press wrong then the songs stop .. the VIPs call us to dance again .. they very high ^^ ... felt quite happy cuz i didnt do wrong .. then its totempole presentation .. my throat sibeh pain and cant out sound .. so i let my partner to present .. i just at side tell him what to say... after that is free dance .. i learnt para para sakura .. then we go back to tent .. heard that tonight will have Emergency Call .. then i planned not to sleep but i fall asleep .. then actually it doesnt have EC .. 3rd day .. today will have stations .. so PL keep call us eat more .. we run some stations .. almost all i oso ok .. only wall climbing ... move too slow and my guan jie got prob .. then we go have theory test .. i done it quite fast but i dont want to pass up .. just put there .. after that we cont run stations .. then we go watch the video of the world jambouree .. so shiok i want go oso T_T .. but no $$ .. hope one a day i can go la .. dam fun ..then its time for The Best Members to interview .. others strike gadgets .. aiks go in there tio shoot till cham cham.. heard that they say i dont know say things de .. then its closing ceremony .. i get The Best Member ^^ as i wish .. but then very surprised The Best Commander and The 3rd Best Theory .. LOLs .. didnt tot that form 1 will get theory prize .. after that we take photos and went home .. So Shit .. when i go interview.. they go strike gadgets .. dont know who take my parang then didnt put back .. i cant found !!

tired ..

I had been spent my whole holiday for 20th tc preparation.. and what i always aimed was TBMB.. i didnt worked any harder jz do what ever i always do to my PL when jota.. but then the other ppl said tht it can look very clear that i worked very hard.. Aiks .. I HAD BECAME DARKER !! 2 days of gadget building under the hot sun .. i am now a abunehneh =.= .. SO dark.. 1 st day i sitll ok .. but once reached home i straight felll asleep. 2nd day ...something bad happened today.. at first someone fell and sprained her hand .. 2nd someone cut his hand and leg ... then .. the whole patrol only left the only ppl .. then according to the tradisional of 54th Scouts .. that person will be the best member .. WTF ? but then he always eat snake and didnt do anythings .. like this very unfair leh .. Tradision .. So wat ? but then all the OCs dont want to break it ... and today one of the OCs ask me to train my marching team as i was the commander .. and he say he want give us " The Best Marching Team" o0o ? tot u is who cna decide everything ? u want give us The Best Marching Team we oso dont want la ... The tradision is every patrol only can take one The Best de prize .. c+B la .. if we did well must get the prize what why must like this ? I was dissapointed .. at first i tot that 54th scout is very pro one .. but then when i joined .. all of the ppls were fighting .. OMG ? then their attitudes so DAM .. but better than KaRaSai .. then now ... they are always under the control of TRADISIONAL ! aiks .. and this make the management so DAM and then it kills the creativity of us .. I just hope i can get what i want ... i wanna to change IT ! I HATE IT .. I HATE PPL MAKE UNFAIR DECISION .. I HATE PPL WHO LANC.. I HATE PPL WHO ALWAYS KUTUK .. I HATE PPL THAT DONT KNOW CONTROL THEMSELVES .. I HATE PPL WHO DONT KNOW MENGHARGAI JASA .. I HATE PPL WHO ALWAYS MERENDAHKAN ORANG .. I HATE PPL WHO ALWAYS PERLI !! AND ALOT MORE .. THATS SO DAM c+b

The only way doesnt work ... How ?

Listening to songs & music is the only way to heal the sadness of my soul, its can calm down the anxiousness of my soul and make me energetic .. But sometimes it doesnt work .. Why ? Why it doesnt work when i need it very very much ? There is something that had been left a deep deep cut in my heart .. That something cannot be calm through listening to music and songs ... Aiks..

忘记

忘记并不是坏事可是往往该忘记的事我却没忘记不该忘记的东西我却偏偏忘记

逃避是不敢面对现实，人们会选择逃避是因为他们认为逃避就可以不用面对挫折。。

这些观点都错了。。面对现实并想办法克服才是上上之计。。有些事情是可以用时

间来解决的。。再给他们一些时间!

Never wake me up when i am in your hugging. Looking at you, I don't want to let your go, I just wan to hold your hands again, it warmth my heart

Happiness is just an illussion filled with sadness and confusion.Love is just an illusion of heaven and hell.

If I have you so much why do I still love you.

Nights like this I wish raindrops would fall to cover my tears.

love is like heaven but it hurts like hell. Its happy when there's love and hurts like hell when it gones

I want to live the day that never dies, in a world without you is living in hunger.

i know wat is beautiful when i see you.U walk into my life to beautifies my life

Music..Cant cover the feel of sadness which fully filled in my heart .. Although didnt cry but the tears rolling in my eyes .. seem like gonna drops but didnt .. its just rolling inside.. Close up my eyes all i can see was only the darkness and sadness .. and those things which made me regretful.. Closing up eyes helps to save the tears .. save them from fighting each other inside my eyes ..

Tears, nearly drop from my eyes ..
Sadness, fully filled in my heart ..
Happiness, had gone ..
Brain, not going to work ..
Bodies, no energy to move ..
Without that my life will be sucks...

Quite sad ..

其实说放弃你只是嘴上说说的。。
相信你也知道我这样做其实只是为了你能比较舒服点。。
喜欢一个人不是说放下就放下的。。我也不打算放弃。。
虽然你已多次说过要我放弃，你是不可能接受我的。。但我也从没放弃过。。也许
是太喜欢你了吧。。
这种痛算什么?最痛还是被亲近的人背叛。。你因为过去的黑暗回忆使你完全失去信
心。。那人很可恶。。但是希望你能忘掉过去。。
虽然说我们现在当朋友但是对你的爱意仍存在于我心中。。我只允许你伤害我。。
完全不允许我伤害你。。
虽然心很痛但是也无所谓吧。。只要这能使你舒服些什么也愿意。。
虽然说望好方面想一切将是完美的。。可惜错了。。
怎样想都还会痛。。因为用情太深了。。
"放弃" 2 字算什么?还不是说爽?嘴上说的和心里想的可以完全不同。。
一旦我决定喜欢你我已准备受伤了。。没关系为了你是值得的^^
你曾经问我为何喜欢你。。答案>因为我喜欢你，那是感觉，喜欢一个人不需要什么
理由
你曾经文我几时才肯放弃。答案>我不会放弃的。。(为什么) 因为我不想放弃。。
我喜欢你。。我有自由喜欢一个人。。你有权力决定接受或不接受。
你也曾经问我如果你喜欢一个人我会怎样。。答案>>也许你在考验我。。也许是真
的。。没关系。。去喜欢他吧。。放心我 不会难过。。
不能说我是固执。。也不能说我是执着。。只可说我喜欢你。。
为了你再辛苦在难过也可以。。
每个人都有权力喜欢一个人也有权力决定是否要和他/她在一起。。一旦决定喜欢一
个人必须准备有受伤的可能性，虽然有准备但是还是压抑不住。。喜怒哀乐存在与
每个人的人生。。不同人有不同的人生观。。不同的人生观就会有不同的启事不同
的启事就会有不同的结果。。

Nowadays before i sleep sure think tio her .. and those regretful things .. Haiz.. think think think then very pekcek with myself .. thinking myself so useless.. Dont know why my heart keep very bu an .. Now, she seldom reply my msg dy .. and we become lesser chat .. haiz... dont know wat to write dy .. i just now my fikiran kusut masai



~|regretful|~

Missing her ...

Do u noe .. that this few days u went genting .. and not free chat with me .. i very very miss u ... keep cant sleep well a .. =.=" .. but i dont mind la .. there are many things to busy there .. Just wish u wont get cold and flu enuf ^^ .. rest well .

爱得越深就会伤得越痛

爱得越深就会伤得越痛。。可是为什么我们依然毫不畏惧一切呢?如果她不接受我/对方将伤透我的心。。也许。。

这是因为我们深深地爱着对方。。愿意为她们付出一切。。

对方不接受你或者突然间告诉你说她不爱你了可能是因为她不想那么早谈恋爱。。

也许是在考你。。也许是真的不再爱你了。。也许她认为在你身边不够安全感。。也

许她认为你不能给她幸福。。也许她认为别人会比你更好。。

>>不被接受/突然被抛弃的朋友:

别伤心。。再接再厉。。不应该垂头丧气。。应该振作起来。。如果你真的爱她。。

你应该让她自己做选择。。(在身边默默地爱她。。默默地保护她。。) 也许你们可

以当好朋友。。

喜欢一个人并不是嘴上说说的而是应该发自内心。。嘴上说的通常都是不切实际的。。

应该有实际行动。。

喜欢一个人是否有罪(辩论)

喜欢一个人并没有罪，有罪的是喜欢一个人并不敢说出来


正方>>是的喜欢一个人并没罪，但是喜欢一个人就代表喜欢她/他的全部。。。优点
和缺点。。喜欢一个人应大胆地说出来。。也好让双方舒服些不会像有些事情被隐
瞒。


反方 >>暗恋一个人也就是喜欢一个人而并不告诉他/她你喜欢他/她才是对的。。在
暗地里盖一座自己想要的城堡。。不告诉他/她。。避免伤害双方的和气。。

Classmates

Wei see tio le pls dont angry .. this is what i feel..

According to the namelist :

1.Lee Yi Ling >> a prefect .. i seldom talk to her so not really noe .. Quite erhem la .. her sound ... =.= .. Dont know why keep feel she is pretending la .. her acts all ... =.=
2.Lee Zhi Qian >> an active girls.. came from same pri sch.. quite peramah .. can chat together .. she pick me as her gan didi wor .. quite cham last time she keep ans punitha's questions .. but then teacher forget her name=.=
3.Lee Ying Shiuan >> okok la same pri sch and class..
4.Leong Hui Qi >> So man ^^ .. when she shout a .. will become deaf de lor .. Hm... her ppls oso not bad la .. but then rude , man , and pimples make her seem...
5.Leow Yee Theng >> same pri sch , pri sch classmate.. quiet girl.. and her voice very soft .. cant hear one a .. pri sch start teacher always paksa her shout lols =.=.. dont know hows her ppl la seldom talk to her ..
6.Liang Kai Ling >> Short , white girl.. Er.. quite pia for exam de.. seldom talk too.. heard that zhuhen fancy her huh ? ^^.
7.Lim Ai Fong >> Yo quite behshiok her .. pretending cute a? Very man one .. she behshiok nia then gonna like gangster .. wanna fight .. at tuition she sit behind me .. i just stretch my backbone .. my head at the back.. pull my hair ? what the ... then hor very what de .. think that i am her sister a ? come so close ? what the ... ppl see tio oso will anyhow think =.= .. please leh care yr attitudes .. very irritating de ..
8.Lim Chern Nee >> Erherm.. all oso noe la hor ? this is the person who i fancy la .. i always notice her one la ..An active girls, like to make friends with others .. no care is boy or girl.. -.- dont know wanna write what a .. Almost everything of her to me is ....
9.Lim Hui Yin >> Can chat la ... quite good her person .. Same sch with kahliang .. 2oso siao siao de.. very pro at shooting and joking =.=...
10.Lim Jia Ni >> Er.. her face quite like my relative la ^^ talking oso same same... Friendly .. Hm a tx always laugh her size .. =.= ..
11.Lim Jia Rou >> Pri sch classmates.. Quite friendly.. same la like pri sch .. we 2 keep chat one .. Erhem .. with tx quite .. hahas.. feel that they 2 very pei a .. they 2 always shoot lai shoot qu ..hit lai hit qu.. quite sweet =D
12.Lim Jo-anne >> Yo quite sad a .. same class almost 1 year le oso dont know my name huh ? seldom talk with her .. but hor her face seems like tx a .. ahahhas
13.Lim Kai Jie >> Good ppl la .. feel he and zhiqian quite ... hahas always play play there.. a good person .. can talk together ... quite funny .. Hm quite "man" la like me ^.^ ..
14.Lim Kar Wen >> okok lor .. class monitor .. always tio ass monitor bully =X ops.. ass monitor .. as a boy always call girl to do things nia .. So gentle "man" ops tx a ... becuz u very a gua hahahs ..
15.Lim Ke Jing >> small sized... live at lorong 27 just 1 lorong nia .. i didnt noe ahahs... Seldom talk to her de ..
16.Lim Khai Kim >> Er... A bit same as Cx la .. always ask ask ask ... at 1st i tot her result sure very good de .. mana noe .. ( Lanc-ing ) .. size same as cx la ..
17.Lim Khar Yee >> at first can talk la .. but after that dont know why never talk dy .. ppl okok la ..
18. Lim Leh Ching >> Good at arts la .. Quite pekcek with her .. teacher call me change place with khar yee then sit beside her .. bm period as others =.= .. always ask not related to the period .. so lazy to think la .. then copy things always slowly slowly .. cant catch up call me give her copy .. straight take my books ok ? then i copy what ?
19.Lim Pei Lian >> Heard they all said min hao fancy her a .. but from zhuhen and yongkit de mouth .. mana zhun ? hahas.. sound oso very soft la .. seldom talk to her ..
20.Lim Peng Heng >> BLACKIES !! hahas his skin very dark .. very dare de a .. always say things in front teachers ..
21. Lim Phey Yee >> Hm.. seldom talk to her only talk to her during kh period .. is my member la ..
22.Lim Phin Shen >> A Qun And lanc ppl ^^ who oso noe this la ... Fancy de ppl is Lim Chern Nee =) Buddies >> Loh Kah Liang , Low chuen Xian , Lim Tyng Xian , Lim Jia Rou er.. still got who a ? many la ~
23. Lim QiZhang >> Yo .. Beh tahan .. At sch act dai ko ? u very pai is it ? dont u noe CLB quite many paikia ? always at there do till yr paikia pattern u dint tot ppl backgroud might be black ? hahas relax our class all guai kia bo ppl background is black de ^^ . Please care yr attitudes la .. infront teacher oso like this.. do till very beh shiok de pattern .. behshiok dont come study la .. Say tio u nia jiu angry ? wanna punch ppl ? come on~ think twice before u take actions .. yr mother want u to study in CLB is becuz of what ? why will u be here ? what will happened if u really punch ppl ? what will others think of u ? what will the ppl around u feel ?
I same pri sch with u de ok ? pls dont mempersiasuikan me .. thx ^^ ..
23 Lim Qiao Mei >> Er quite friendly la can joking .. but i seldom talk to her la .. academic okok la ...
24im Qiu Ni >> Always act cute la .. =X ..
25 Lim QiZhang >> Yo .. Beh tahan .. At sch act dai ko ? u very pai is it ? dont u noe CLB quite many paikia ? always at there do till yr paikia pattern u dint tot ppl backgroud might be black ? hahas relax our class all guai kia bo ppl background is black de ^^ . Please care yr attitudes la .. infront teacher oso like this.. do till very beh shiok de pattern .. behshiok dont come study la .. Say tio u nia jiu angry ? wanna punch ppl ? come on~ think twice before u take actions .. yr mother want u to study in CLB is becuz of what ? why will u be here ? what will happened if u really punch ppl ? what will others think of u ? what will the ppl around u feel ?
I same pri sch with u de ok ? pls dont mempersiasuikan me .. thx ^^ ..
26.38 de Lim Shan Hua >> cousin of ^ dog .. wondering why this 38 and dog is cousin but 38 so good dog so bad ? o.0? 38 talking will splash kou shui de a hahahas ... pri sch that time i called her "LengLuiSiFu" ( telling a white lie ) .. quite big sized =X .. very funny too
27. Lim Sher Ling >> Aiks .. her ppl very what lor .. Act cute... Then keep playing ppl's gan qing de lor .. Wonder why so many ppls fancy her wor .. my senior .. others form 1 ppls.. Teikseng last tiem oso .. but then awhile nia break dy =.=
28. Lim Teik Seng >> Know him since i was 5 years old .. same kindergarden.. pri sch and sec.. hahas .. quite friend with him .. but when me and he we wont talk about we fancy de ppls and things de wor =.= just anyhow chat ..
29. Lim Tyng Xian >> Quite "mother" (in mandarin.. besides of ma ) .. he is our AsS monitor a ... ASS MONITOR = PIGU MONITOR HHAHAHAS .. tian zhen .. ke ai .. huo po .. hahahs .. quite small gas oso de ..
30. Lim Tze Ren >> very white .. seldom talk .. only kh period .. my member
31.Lim Wei Sheng >> hahas .. always smile de .. with him quite good la .. CUTE ~
32.Lim Yi Fang >> Dont know why at first dont like her de wor .. becuz she say my bad words a !! Grr... care so much do what ? my bag spoilt my prob ma .. then i be bendahari also kapsiao ? say dont know he know how to count and arrange the use of money bo .. what the ? but at last she no say le .. forgive her lor .. Heard that she is my madam de sis wor .. Yi Ching Madam .. isit true ?
33. Lim Yong Zheng >> Tiny boy .. same as kejing a.. hahas
34.Lim Zhu Hen >> 1st day already talk many with me and teikseng a .. very active.. wanna we suggest him as monitor but at last ass .. then tio pecat .. 1st day .. the teacher say his name wrongly .. lim zhu hen.. he replied : Cikgu jangan panggil hen la .. hen itu chicken la .. =.= .. very funny .. always learn tupai and ah leong .. nowadays keep say dog ..
35.Ling Jing Kai >> pri classmate .. okok la .. but sometime will behshiok de always say ppls badwords .. but he pri till now ald like this la .. dont mind ... like to kacau girls oso .. quite tiko =X .. with aifong very pei oso la hahhas .. 38 hua's mummy
36. Ling Min Hao >> Tx always say he de.. named Liang de ppl always so niang .. like ahleong.. but he didnt tot himself oso quite "mother" de.. he is a ba geh .. very like to fight result with ppls de lor .. very cham a .. quite pekcek when wanna fight with me .. i dont like fighting like this =.= .. if u didnt think to win someone i think ur result will better gua .. Think positive ^^
37.Loh Kah Liang >> 恐怖暴力组织队长... always bit me one T_T .. luckily my ren gong not bad ^^.. my best friend a .. can share secrets ... quite "cold" .. always joking de
38.Long Fu Kai >> LONG FUCK KAI .. hahas his friends taught me de .. always rub his face de dont know why .. and hor always bomb de .. kua zhang a ... camping that time keep make joke .. wanna sleep oso cant =.= laugh till ... his bomb .. once throw to u .. = laugh till die hahahas
39.Kelvin Low Chuen Xian >> brillant , handsome , smart boy .. ^^ very rich a ... but quite childish =X .. my buddies a .. can chat and share things ..
40.Low yong kit >> Steam la .. always joking .. his pattern .. aiks .. will laugh la .. but behshiok him at .. when he give things very like to put at ppl mouth =.=
41.Luk Kai Hoe >> Everyone read his chinese name as bridge =.= .. er.. quite "man" la .. with 38 hua very ngam.. one man one woman .. PEI ! .. pro at music too
42. Lum Kah Hoe >> quite friend .. same tuition .. always find me once i reach sch

Hm... Dont angry when saw hor .. thanks ^^ .. got some characteristic didnt write .. lazy think =X

Aiks...

Aiks .. why time pass so fast ? so fast gonna form 2 dy ... left few more days with classmates.. next year maybe not same class dy T_T ... But hor at least can same class with her la ^^.. This time exam i let water .. dont want too pia a .. later straight fly till A1 i cry till siao...

Hope next year .. when meet u all .. can say hi ... dont like my pri friends .. some keep didnt choi me .. T_T ..

Fr3ns 4Ever ~